If It Wasn’t For You – 7th January 1988

If it wasn’t for you
I wouldn’t be here
And if it wasn’t for you
It would be so clear
If it wasn’t for you
I would be unsure
That if it wasn’t for you
Then I would love you more
If it wasn’t for you
There’d be no remorse
If it wasn’t for you
I’d be on a course
If it wasn’t for you
I could find my goal
If it wasn’t for you
To whom I gave my soul
If it wasn’t for you
I could be true
I just tell myself
That it wasn’t you

You Don’t Understand – 2nd January 1988

You say you know exactly how I feel
But I don’t see the pain etched on your face
You can’t see that this hurt is for real
And there is nothing else to take it’s place
You can sympathise from behind those eyes
But I can see it’s all just lies
You need an excuse to hide your guilt
Cos you took away what I built
You don’t understand and you never will
I’ve never felt such an urge to kill
This hate is something you won’t understand
So don’t tell me about your plans