I polish ghosts into a golden age, the past appears the way I need. Where I reside is carved on the page, walls erected outline my screed.
So many names dissolve into the dust, a lifetime’s work reduced to yellowed ink. One path is quietly being discussed, another burns alone beneath the drink.
Stitched a self from fragments within, a life becomes the story that remains. Bus rides through the snow become a hymn, breathing softly in the smallest pains.
Is artistic dedication noble or just self-imposed isolation? The mystery is solved inside the story, but the mystery itself is an illusion.
I’m not sure what prompted it but the title of Seth’s comic, It’s A Good Life If You Don’t Weaken, has been in my mind recently. Not having read it yet, I investigated the story and themes and came up with this write. Intrigued, I’ve also pushed this book higher up my to-be-read pile, which changes often.
Today’s Daily Stoic poem:
Consider Your Feelings Too
It’s easy to take offence at another’s wrong Yet you have similar failings too Forget your anger and what compels them For what else could they do?
What a fabulous contradiction I was At times, disbelieving in wonder and awe At others, feeling so far down because I had no idea what I was living for
Gloomy skies could comfort or divide Why did the good times fade away? Without understanding what I was inside Unable to avoid being a perfect cliche
So long ago, I can look back and laugh Dumb luck has brought me to today Even when I wasn’t on the right path I stopped myself from being led astray
Today’s Daily Stoic poem:
When You Feel Lazy
What’s fuelling your reluctance? Spite? Fatigue? Or something more crazy? Sometimes, we gotta do what’s gotta be done Even when you’re feeling lazy
Given a choice, I would rather have seeded elsewhere— perhaps in a princess’s garden, where I might glimpse her face but once a week. Swapping our perfumes, I would die to be squeezed dry of my oils for her pleasure; but I will accept the brushing of her fair fingers on my face.
Her groundsman, a man of few words, would tend to me while his mind was elsewhere. Maybe he would whistle me a tune to stimulate my stamen.
I could watch the horses leave on long journeys, kicking up dust into my eyes, and await their triumphant return.
But I’m busy here fighting for the sunshine, tangled and bruised amongst my neighbours. If I could just enjoy the wind or the soft April showers, that would fall in July.
The long shadows of the Magnolia are now an unwelcome canopy at the golden hour, when I would enjoy my best growing, wishing to stretch with wings.
The laws of life let us live well Luxury is surrounded by misery and stress Enslavement to it is a witch’s spell We can still be happy with having less
Waking up for each morning’s graces I analyse my thoughts from twenty paces Before a single movement, I’m off to the races Paralysed with the fear of my many faces OCD has me trapped within its embraces I’m one of the doctor’s strangest cases
Written for the Chimeric Poetry Scavenger Hunt: Write a Quadrille as a Monorhyme. This poem is written from the perspective of an old girlfriend of mine who suffered seriously from OCD, so much so that she couldn’t move her body when she woke, as her brain tried to work out the order that she needed to move her muscles in so she could get out of bed. I’m pretty sure I borrowed the second line from someone but can’t remember who.
Today’s Daily Stoic poem:
Respect The Past But Be Open To The Future
The pioneers are not our masters But they surely are our guide They make excellent forecasters Take the future in your stride
A rainbow requires a rain that stings against the broken beams of sunlight, then slowly lifts its colour from the sky or shatters into mist on the earth.
I watched each shimmering light from across the valley, and the highest peaks where scraggly goats adjust their footing.
Meltwater races down to the river rushing by, where some fish brace the current's weight and others choose to carelessly let go.
As another crossroads comes into view, I hear the gravel crunching the tune of both right and wrong. I join them—flat-footed, unsure, waiting.