It’s Not You
With the brightest smiles
and feined sincerity
that serves you so well
As the bee flits
from candied purple
to butterfly blue
You’re on your way
keeping all that honey
as stored ammunition
It’s Me
The facade crumbled
the honey on my lips
enlightened by my taste
Poison to my senses
the comfort of your nest
no longer warms
I’m on my way
I’ll make space
for the next fool you find
Shared with dVerse – MTB: New and Old in a Palinode and walking away from a friendship.
Today I’m feeling:
Ok again. My throat seems a little clearer but I’m still croaky. Otherwise, I slept well, though only 7 hours.
It’s a cold, sunny Sunday and I will pick up Amy and Baew and we’ll go to In Am’s Kitchen for brunch.
It doesn’t look that special but getting into some sourdough after not having had it for a long while was great. There is a new bread shop that opened in the city too but sadly it was closed today.
Health:
Physical: 7
Mental: 7
Today I’m grateful for:
Baew and Mee for bringing Amy home this evening, as she decided to stay on and continue drinking and eating today!
Every day is a holiday for my little Amy!
The best thing about today was:
Listening to lots of music, though only brief listens to new bands that I wanted to check out. One day I have to stop this endless search for new music – there is so much good music being made. I need to enjoy what I already have! Same goes for comics too (and books!)
I’m also halfway through finishing the Barber Dead interview for Suspect Device and enjoyed listening to their EP again. Already good to begin with; it has really got its hooks into me.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
I haven’t been motivated to play guitar for a few days now and it is mostly due to the time factor, as I enjoy other things instead.
Something I learned today?
Don’t buy coffee at In Am’s kitchen. Whilst the food was great and reasonably priced, I’m fussy when it comes to coffee.
Review your acts, Good and bad.
I’ve been chatting with Baipad through TikTok where we seem to be sending each other videos of cute animals. I feel a little as if she is my part-time daughter.
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