Chase me
Erase me
Dictate me
Love me – hate me
Join me
Orgasm
Deep
In the chasm
Feed me
Defeat me
Bleed me
Complete me
Deep
In the orgasm
Join me
In the chasm
Author: shaun tenzenmen
Journey To Beyond – 13th March 1985
It was a journey to nowhere
We never expected to end up here
But what can we do now?
Our future is not clear
We have to stop and rest
Our ship was put to the test
The memory banks have gone
On the journey to beyond
Fag – 12th March 1985
Cigarette, cigarette
Just can’t get enough
I take big puffs
Of my cigarette
I can’t forget
Your lovely taste
On my lips
I hold you in my fingertips
I stub you out
Your work is done
Now it’s time
To have another one
*New Skin – 11th March 1985
Blotched and ragged
Rough and jagged
You want to trade this one in
For a new skin
Plastic and tough
And it’s flexible enough
To take everything
Your new skin
The Week That Was
Record of the week: False Prophets – Banana Split Republic, Husker Du – New Day Rising LP, Atrox – Loose (live)
11th March 1985
Got up at 11.30. Went to Careers Office, told them I’ve got a job. Couldn’t draw any more money out. Only just managed to get some fags from Gaunts. Bennett didn’t get any dope. He says it was white (?). Stayed in tonight. Thunderbolt and Lightfoot was on again. It’s still good.
6
12th March 1985
Got up at 11.45. Had a bath. Got dirty! Hah! Sorry, but I’m not gonna fill this out properly, OK?
5
13th March 1985
Signed off. Came home. Found letter. Said I wasn’t accepted for job. Careers Office rang and said it was going again so I rang back and start on Monday. Y.C. is being supervised now.
5
14th March 1985
Paul came over to stay. Had a good time. Stereo wouldn’t tape properly. Got my PEACE compilation which is so-so.
7
15th March 1985
Travelled around all day. Got Husker Du’s New Day Rising LP. Went down Dorchester. Said I could sing for Atrox. It was fuckin’ brilliant. Most fun I’ve had for ages. Charlie looked a bit shitty though. Came home same night.
9.5
16th March 1985
Can’t get over yesterday. Went to town. Went down Bournemouth. Gig didn’t look like being on so came back. Saw Burd on the bus. Went up to see Void gig instead. Came home. (Found Mothers Day card on bus)
7
17th March 1985
Went down Gaunts. Had a mud fight. Crabby got shitty. Dean got his nut cracked open. Stayed in tonight.
6
The Last Baked Bean – 10th March 1985
Went to the cupboard
Found a baked bean tin
I had a look inside
To see what was in
It was the last baked bean
Too horrible to be seen
Not enough to go around
Not another to be found
The last baked bean
Filled my tum
But I was still looking
For another one
Magic – 9th March 1985
Flying away on my magic carpet
Gliding through the clouds and sky
Jumping across my golden rainbow
This is taking me so high
Colours collide in an explosion
My eyes are stuck outside my head
My limbs have all become frozen
This is magic is what I said
Herds – 8th March 1985
No one listens to the words
They follow each other in herds
Herds of herds
One of many herds
Herded and battered
Your inspiration shattered
Made to feel flattered
Herded like cattle
Soldiers into battle
Baby without it’s rattle
Herds of herds
Voice Of Authority – 7th March 1985
Voices shout at you
Tell you what to do
I’m the voice of authority
You must obey me
If you don’t listen to what I say
The voice of authority will take you away
You’ll be reconditioned
You’ve got no choice
You will recognise
Authority’s voice
Cottage Industry – Parkstone Labour Club, Poole, Dorset, UK – 6th March 1985
18th Dec 2022 – Cottage Industry was the country band (may have just been solo, not sure now) of our local (Holtwood) youth club leader.
As kids, we had lots of fun fucking around and fucking things up at the youth club, often getting ourselves banned for periods of time.
I guess I was trying to ingratiate myself with him in some way and was also a little interested in learning about things musical as a player so I blagged a ride in the back of his van with the equipment and helped carry it in and out of the venue. I was kinda amused to be in this place, still not quite of drinking age and seemed to enjoy the atmosphere whilst not being particularly interested in the music.
I had grown up through my very early years in the north of England with the local country music scene as my mum’s boyfriend was a guitar player that played a lot at the time. Mum also played folk music at home sometimes too. This Cottage Industry shit certainly wasn’t punk rock and that was all I cared about at the time.
I guessed I learned something from this experience but probably didn’t recognise it at the time.

Just look at this place. I don’t know what I really expect places to look like but this just brings to mind the drabness of England. This picture contains the best of the English colour scheme. The stand-out colour in the picture is a fucking traffic cone.
Fizzy Drink – 5th March 1985
Bubble bubble
Fizzy drink trouble
They go up your nose
All over your clothes
Fizzy drink quench my thirst
Please don’t drench me first
