Paddy paddy paddy wagon Take you to the nick Paddy paddy paddy wagon Do just the trick Arrested from all hope At last night’s do It was a fun party Til the coppers joined in too
7th May 2023 – This possibly connects to a great party at someone’s house in Colehill. I think it was someone I vaguely knew from a year or two below me in school. It was fun for a while, a big house with lots of rooms to discover, parents away. But it got boring watching the trendy kids dance to mind-numbing disco crap so I went around to find rooms empty of people and started stealing little bits and pieces that might go unnoticed for a while. As I got more into it though I started taking more. The next day I heard that the police had been called to come and investigate and I waited at home wondering if I would get arrested. Nothing came of it in the end though. My apologies to any of the kids that I may have traumatised.
Tracy is lovely But demonic in her lust She has lost all my hope Cos of her chronic trust
7th May 2023 – I don’t remember who this Tracy was but I was obviously upset about her sexual aggressiveness that made her less attractive to me. And, of course, all this could’ve been just in my head.
Feeling really mad But you’re not insane You drive yourself madder Til you lose your brain Think again about going mad The end result could be bad You don’t intend to lose your brain But in the end, you go insane
Outside the door, inside my mind Feeding the poor, curing the blind
No more starvation, only elation No more whores, no more wars
Outside the door, inside my head Killing no more, there’s no dead
No more stealing, sounds appealing No more beating, now everyone’s eating
But it’s outside the door, on the other side So we’re still poor, and the people have died We must unlock the door and open it wide To recognise the truth from the lies
In and out lifestyle, it becomes a bore It’s boring doing the same things, I won’t anymore In and out, repeat, repeat, clock the card In and out, clocked in, trying too hard
5th May 2023 – Despite never having worked a day in my life I already was aware of the realities of the rat race. I’ve spent many years clocking in and out since then and admittedly, I do still hate that.
You gotta have brains to make the exam If you don’t you’re not a man I decided I didn’t want to try But you can’t tell the teachers They just ask why
5th May 2023 – At this time I would’ve been preparing to do trial exams before the real ones next year. I seem to be equating intelligence with manliness.
I wanna be nice, I wanna be a friend Instead of driving someone round the bend I don’t care if people don’t defend me I don’t care, I don’t wanna be trendy
