Wasted Reality – 7th March 1984

Where are we today? Where do we stand?
We see the misery destroying this sweet land
What words can describe the endless flow of tears?
Who has got the brains to think up new ideas?

When is the end? It’s been in sight for too long
Who will be left when the dead are gone?
Such questions shouldn’t need to be made
But they’re never answered, we’re always betrayed

Death is the easy way out if you’re so depressed
But we must stick together and rise to be the best
Cos we can beat the decay if we try hard enough
You don’t have to be hard, you don’t have to be tough

Starving third-world, dirty tramps, moneyless youths
Unemployed middle-aged, racist hooligans, fighting idiots
Angry rioters, unfair treatment, crooked politicians
Dealers in death, mentally insane, criminal faction
IRA’s destruction, terrorist element, stupid apartheid
Black v white, prostitutes in the life, anti-gay demonstrations
Cancer-ridden pensioners, retired widows, sickness of Vietnam
Now Afghanistan, lying friends, evil religions that teach you to hate
This is reality.

Techno-Master – 23rd February 1984

They travel in little white boxes
Machine-made machines in metal dances
Steel meets steel on foreign rocks
Crashing waves in circle trances

Kiss me to be clever
My heartaches mercury
Shiny lips of steel
From this century

Eating glass in broken shards
Hosting of metal Mardi Gras
Toast to our past as our century bleeds
We are the masters of a forgotten creed

Kiss me quick before I twist
It was a chance that we missed
Miss me now as I break
Technology was our mistake

A Piece Of Paper – 15th February 1984

All the songs on a piece of paper
Writing about my extravagant caper
And of my hate for this system
School, army, law – I’m no Christian

29th May 2023 – A succinct list of hated things. Or was I already aware that everything I was listening to and writing myself was about the same things over and over? I don’t think I was that self-aware yet. I do remember my mum asking me to stop listening to such angry and depressing music but my contradictory self denied that it made me feel depressed. She may have been right but I felt it was important at the time to be learning about things worked out there in the real world, which I was still very far away from.

(You’re The) Afterbirth Of Life – 8th February 1984

You’re worth nothing cos no one wants you
Is it your fault? Do you want to
Change to be with the flowing crowd
But you can be – keep yourself proud
– Change for the crowd

Got no friends, nowhere to go
You can’t go to the disco
Cos you stick out like a sore thumb
If anyone sees you, you’re gonna be done
– The afterbirth of life

Do you want friends or to be alone?
Life is more fun on your own
“If no one trusts you, why trust them?”
Twisted philosophy with one problem
– Alone with yourself

Can you stand it? Do you want to?
Who do you wanna be – me or you?

Search Switches South – 2nd February 1984

The lost boats, the lost lives
Drowning souls as waves dive
Seeking refuge at the ocean’s depth
Falling in the hope of rest
Search switches south for the lonely men
Family still hope to see them again
Never found, not a ring or hair
Cos they floated north and no one did care

27th May 2023 – I was tempted to rewrite that last line but decided to leave it as written in 1984. I was inspired by learning about the Bauhaus song Terror Couple Kill Colonel which was written based on a newspaper headline. It’s not easy to find a newspaper these days to look for inspiration and looking online for similar doesn’t usually occur to me. Still, inspiration is everywhere.

Last Voice – 25th January 1984

There’s a six-minute warning all over the land
Destruction of the country, it’s all been planned
A tape is playing now the councillors have gone
The last man’s voice that moans on and on

“Get to your bunker as quick as you can
You can build one now, you should have the plan
Whitewash the windows, it doesn’t cost much
And don’t worry…..we’ll be in touch”

A few minutes left til the blast explodes high above
There’s people out on the streets quickly making love
Now the bomb’s exploded and everyone has gone
But the last man’s voice drones on and on