My first ‘DIY’ punk show.
The Week That Was – 15th May 1983
ON AND OFF WEEK
Record of the week: Conflict LP, Flex Your Head LP, Minutemen
20th May 1983
Fuckin almost dying for the weekend
at last !?
7th Mar 2023 – There are no more entries until the 17th of December. I think the Conflict LP was It’s Time To See Who’s Who and the Minutemen record would have been The Bean Spill EP, with this fantastic centre label (below).

*The Week That Was – 8th May 1983
NATIONAL BLACK FLAG WEEK
Record of the week: Every Black Flag song
8th May 1983
Painted Black Flag etc on jacket
10th May 1983
Got letter from Black Flag
14th May 1983
Went to Poole with Jez – sprayed subway
Good Saturday
Got Conflict, Flex Your Head, A Country Fit For Heroes 2, Minutemen
*The Week That Was – 1st May 1983
Record of the week: Iron Maiden – Flight of Icarus
1st May 1983
JUSTIN STAYED LAST NIGHT AND TONIGHT
TONIGHT’S A SNAKEBITE
2nd May 1983
WENT OVER TO SIMON’S
WENT DOWN THE WINNIE
3rd May 1983
GOOD FUN TODAY
BIT OF A LAFF
HOPE IT KEEPS UP
4th May 1983
A CHEERFUL DAY
GRAN AND GRANDAD 60th wedding ann.
Got a bit merry
5th May 1983
CHEERFULNESS IS WEARING OFF
BUT STILL A LAFF
*The Week That Was – 24th April 1983
Record of the week: Still nothing in particular (Kissing the Pink – Last Film) Haven’t bought a record for ages
24th April 1983
Played records
Quite enjoyable
Cat was caught outside in rain at 10pm – he looked fucking shit scared
25th April 1983
Had a chat with CRUD
26th April 1983
Not bad but nothing memorable
SAM
27th April 1983
Had a go at my wrists
ACE OF SPADES
28th April 1983
Feeling better
I think
29th April 1983
FANK ‘EAVENS IT’S FRIDAY
RUPERT STAYED
30th April 1983
ME, RUPERT, BIRD
WENT TO POOLE
JUSTIN CAME BACK WITH US
GOOD DAY
*The Week That Was – 17th April 1983
Record of the week: nothing in particular
17th April 1983
Getting ready for the great DEPRESSION
(school tomorrow)
18th April 1983
Fucked off already
Still – Mr King gave back poems etc
seeing him tomorrow
19th April 1983
Got them back, had a chat
Otherwise, pretty shit.
Saw photos of meself that someone else took
20th April 1983
Rupert is the enemy
Friendship is at an end
Happiness is dead in me
Help
21st April 1983
Got my help
Better day than yesterday
Mainly cos we didn’t have MATHS
22nd April 1983
Rupert is enemy
He’s a lying swindling bastard killing my friendship
23rd April 1983
FUCKIN DOING BUGGER ALL MUCH
*The Week That Was – 10th April 1983
Record of the week: Bauhaus – She’s In Parties
10th April 1983
Went to Simon’s with Justin
FUCKIN’ KNACKERED
11th April 1983
Went to Copse with Mat
Fuckin ace laugh
12th April 1983
Got some photocopying done
Making art
13th April 1983
Went to copse – had fun
Black Flag rule at the mo!
Been doing awful
FARTZ
Cat is playful
14th April 1983
FUCKIN’ GERT MUD FIGHT
15th April 1983
Can’t remember
16th April 1983
Walked back from Poole
*The Week That Was – 3rd April 1983
Record of the week: Butcher – On The Ground
3rd April 1983
Defender is brill
Mat came round and we set up record sheet
4th April 1983
Played Defender til 2
1,000,000 +
5th April 1983
CAN’T REMEMBER
6th April 1983
JUSTIN STAYED
WENT TO SLEEP AT 6
7th April 1983
CAN’T REMEMBER
(SUNDAY)
8th April 1983
Went to Queen’s Copse
All I can remember
9th April 1983
Practice was good
Stayed at Justin’s
The Week That Was – 27th March 1983
Record of the Week: Sex Gang Children – Song and Legend
27th March 1983
FEEL ILL
28th March 1983
AT SCHOOL – QUITE A GOOD DAY
FELT ILL LATER
29th March 1983
ILL AND AWAY
30th March 1983
ILL AND AWAY
31st March 1983
HOLIDAY
Went to doctor – usual
Contemplating getting Atari
20th Feb 2023 – My diary says it’s Maundy Thursday and I had no idea what that is. Then I see that this is something to do with Easter as the following day is Good Friday. Don’t recall ever having a holiday from anything on this day since.
‘Went to doctor – usual’ – what the hell does ‘usual’ mean? Maybe I was going there often and just being told I was ill. I knew that much already!
Part of the reason I was probably sick a lot was that since starting junior high school I never spent the money my mum gave me each day on lunch, instead saving it to buy records at the weekend, which I would then have to smuggle into home, often leaving them outside, hidden in bushes, until the coast was clear. I didn’t want to have to explain where the money came from to buy them. A few times mum would see my ever-expanding collection and ask where I got them all from to which I lied that I was just borrowing most of them from friends.
1st April 1983
DIDN’T DO MUCH
STILL NOT FEELING TOO GOOD
2nd April 1983
GOT THE ATARI
FUCKIN’ ACE
20th Feb 2023 – My handwriting was so bad that I started practising writing with capital letters all the time. Later, when I didn’t want mum to see what I was writing in my diary (not that I think she ever bothered to look) I would return to an illegible scrawl, which my poor eyes are going to have trouble deciphering.
Perhaps strangely, I don’t recall the Atari but have fond memories of other games systems and early computers. I do seem to recall the Atari being a big deal.
Rupert had one now that I think about it but the only game he had was Pong. This was amazing enough for us at the time. We couldn’t believe that we could play a game on our TV. We sat in his living room for ages playing but soon got distracted with things outdoors instead, and then later, distracted with alcohol. Games were expensive too, so if you bought one you’d want to make sure you really would enjoy it.
Hmm – so searching for a picture I think Rupert just had the Pong console and not the Atari that took cartridges (the 2600), which I think is what I had.

The Week That Was – 20th March 1983
23rd March 1983
ILL AND AWAY
24th March 1983
ILL AND AWAY
25th March 1983
AT SCHOOL
26th March 1983
Went to practice at Kenty’s then to record fair – got 7 7″s and 5 12″s – good day
20th Feb 2023 – Not sure if I was late to get a diary this year or if I was just lazy or distracted with other stuff. I still wasn’t at the point of getting much detail down. I don’t recall where this record fair was held and that haul must have cost a fair bit of money which was either my saved school lunch money or pinched from my mum’s stash in her bureau.


