Oh No! Bruno! – brainbox. Dream? I’m not sure but I am tired this morning – did not want to wake up. Exercised (five minutes) feel good. Mozzie heaven in my room in the morning.
Read back into my past – what was I thinking? Some days good, some days bad. Tim Smith passed away – only 59. Seven years older than me. I want to live longer. Especially now I am happy.
I am so happy and grateful for my glasses. I feel really disoriented without them. I love being able to see properly.
Last night as I was going to sleep I remembered more of the dream that I had yesterday night. We – not sure who – were in some kind of outdoor festival/playground and I was scared to go headfirst down a cardboard tube in the ground. I don’t recall last night’s dream at all. Quick one today – want to meditate.
23rd Sep 2022 – Perhaps I had recently been remembering the time when I was six or seven and wouldn’t get on an escalator with my mum at a London Tube station. Escalators were truly scary for a little boy who had no idea what it was or how it worked and despite mum’s assurances that it was fine, I stood at the top crying my eyes out as she disappeared downwards. A very nice man walked me down the stairs to reunite with her a minute later. Such trauma!
I am so happy and grateful for the foot inserts I can wear to try and make my feet feel better.
Dark and rainy but I’m happy. Five-minute exercise with a few squats and foot exercises – can I fix my feet? Dream – I know I didn’t want to wake up because I wanted to know what happened but now I don’t remember what it was about. Earlier I dreamt about giving Matthew Sherlock a blow job – he had a skinny dick. What’s the meaning? I’ve been thinking recently about how over time everyone will be more open to each other about any sexuality so that we will all experiment with everything. A few generations away. Have a good day Shaun – happy.
I am so happy and grateful that is easy for me to listen to podcasts in the car and I’m enjoying listening to this one about all the SST releases. Very interesting.
I am so happy and grateful that I teach first thing on Monday morning and the students are good fun. It’s a happy start to the week.
Forced myself to do exercise this morning. Good coffee next! Dream? George was in it but I can’t quite remember the details now. Enjoyed yesterday a lot. Will do again today right? Coffee time.
I am so happy and grateful for my passion to discover new interesting music. It takes my mind to do many different places.
Music from Lindsay Cooper, Unrest, Work and Play, Boss Hog, Sonic Youth, Code of Honor, Gas Rag, The Cichlids, False Prophets, Buff Medways, Fun Things, Fire Engines, XTC, Electric Prunes, Blues Inc, Thug, Arcwelder, Void, Makimakkuk, OMFO, Orthrelm and Park Ji Yoon.
I am so happy and grateful for my patience and care for Amy and for being able to turn an annoying situation into an ok one. I left her with Bee and George in the nightclub and tried to sleep in the car which was difficult but eventually, I ended up listening to music on my iPod. Listening to the Van Pelt and US Maple made me happy. Instead of thinking I had to suffer being uncomfortable until Amy was ready to leave I told myself that I get a chance to listen to great music.
Wake up at night and clench my jaw when I stretch – stupid. Brain jukebox – Volcano Suns – Medicine Cabinet. What a brain! Five days habit morning – losing a little weight – now steadily under 80 kg – happy with that.
I am so happy and grateful for my long-running laptop. It keeps on chugging along.
I am so happy and grateful for the sunny morning and my sunny outlook today. I feel good and confident and look forward to a happy day.
I am so happy and grateful that I don’t have any lessons today so I can plan for my next video.
I am so happy and grateful to be in the classroom again. It gives me some confidence, I know I can do a good job.