An erasure poem using text from the condescending and unreadable “The Chinese Have A Word For It” which I duly decided was only worth cutting up and using for this purpose.
I don’t know how to get WordPress to format text the way I would like so have added a picture at the top of the post, followed by the original text and below, text that can be cut and paste.
Key in the war 500 business principles grasped the bible
When derisive laughter import a reflected perspective
The appropriate war requires the management art vital death; the road essential the under thirteen
Each one is vital
success;
The principle planning first that can
While equal on flex it makes shapes ground by enemy as constant war constant; the victorious divine
Today’s Daily Stoic poem:
If You Want To Learn, Be Humble
It’s impossible for a person to begin To learn what they think they already know If one wishes to get to the bottom of everything It’s time to make a start on letting go
“Now try coughing,” he repeated. An unfinished symphony.
The blue of the car’s metal, twisted and still.
The blue of the swimming pool, a cold, empty tile.
The blue of the television, buzzing in a dark room.
This is the blue of a cage with the door swung wide.
A terrible, hollow liberty.
She wraps herself in a blue crystal necklace, a weight from the past. She sleeps in a bare, empty blue room.
She wants the blue of silence, the colour of no pain, Nothings important.
“Tongues shall be stilled and knowledge shall come to an end.” You belong to all of us.
And the world leaks in. This blue is not quiet. It is an insistent hum.
The blue of his eyes, asking for a truth she won’t give.
She tries to give it all away, but the blue follows. It is the colour of the thread that keeps pulling her back.
The blue of the sheet music, a song she thought she’d buried. Music so beautiful it can’t be destroyed.
The liberty is not in the emptiness. It is in the choosing. You’ve always gotta hold onto something
“Tongues shall be stilled and knowledge shall come to an end.”
You belong to all of us.
The white of a wedding dress, left in a trunk.
The white of a pigeon’s wing, taking what it’s given.
The white of his own breath, ghostly in the Paris cold. This is a blank space, an erased life, impotent and powerless.
The white of a passport page, stamped with a refusal.
The white of a 2 franc coin, the last one in his pocket, that will not let go.
He is nothing, a white zero. A man made empty.
But a white suitcase carries him home.
The white snow of Warsaw covers the same old streets.
This white is a clean page, where everything is possible.
The white thread missing. The white of a lie, perfectly told. A white, calculated revenge, by burying a white Russian in Powązki.
Equality is not in the winning or the losing.
It is in the white of two figures, perfectly matched in the distance. The white of a promise, finally understood.
A red sweater hung on a grey chair. A red light on a wet street at night.
This is the red of a closed door. The red of a stopped heart.
Across the street, a red lamp in a window. An old man listens to the secrets in the air.
He knows the red of betrayal, the flush of shame. Now, wanting nothing.
This is the red of a thread, thin and unseen. It connects a falling book to a worried hand.
A red judicial robe fading in a dark closet. People have a right to their secrets.
A red neon sign buzzes over an empty café. Another story that you don’t know.
A flare sent up from one lonely island to another. The red of a ferry’s light, cutting through the fog.
No longer a stop, but a start.
The red of a common pulse, beating in the chest. The red of a door, finally opening.
Who are you and what else do you know?
This fraternity is final.
Shared with dVerse MTB – colour and I was immediately reminded of the Three Colours Trilogy. It’s been a long time since I watched these movies and this poem did make use of AI to remind me of the details of the stories, from which I started pulling out and reworking various phrases and ideas. I’m not completely sold on my own formatting above and thought the French flag idea would be fun but this particular image is a little garish. I’ll try and come back to this a little later.
14th Oct 2025 – I have since watched all three movies again and revised this poem and flag image. I recommend these movies very highly. They’ve also got me back into watching the longer form, which is good because I have hundreds of unwatched movies at home! 24th Oct 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN since this poem has been rewritten.
Written (after the fact) for the GloPoWriMo Day 4 prompt: write your own poem about living with a piece of art.
Now, I have no art on my walls, nothing at which to stare and contemplate its meaning;
All the flashy screens beg attention diverting my thoughts, more mundane;
In simpler times, a painting was all.
Yet, over there, a student’s picture – I requested her to paint my cats;
And glued to the wall, another friend’s attempt at writing a comic about Chinese rock music.
Band stickers adorn the cupboards and my favourite 30-year-old poster hangs tattily above the rows and rows of CDs, themselves, providing a wall of colourful design.
So, I guess there is art on my walls, scattershot and thoughtless, each little piece contributing to the library of my life;
*What does it profit a man that he gains The whole world but loses his own soul?* Holding on to the fantasy never explains What happens when he reaches the goal
To the manor born where his shit don’t stink He’s forever drunk on the power *The honey is not as sweet as people think And the milk’s gone fucking sour*
The empire imagined now rank and rotten The cancer manifests within Like everything ever, it’s all soon forgotten Until the next man chooses to begin
Inspired by the two quotes* from Terence Trent D’Arby that I read in Charles Shaar Murray’s Shots From The Hip. I hated D’Arby’s music but it seems he wasn’t a bad guy.
Today I’m feeling:
Fairly reasonable and relaxed. I didn’t drink too much in the end last night, so I don’t have any hangover but I’m also not exactly full of energy either!
Amy is finally up and hopefully we can get some hearty breakfast and decent coffee and prepare for the drive home.
Health:
Physical: 7 Mental: 7
Today I’m grateful for:
My own smelly bed again. I love travelling, and I love my home.
The best thing about today was:
Driving back from Chiang Mai, I ate a CBD gummy and while I didn’t really notice any effects, I did really enjoy listening to music on my old iPod while Amy slept a lot of the way.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
After going to a few different bars last night, Nong May wanted to take Amy to a place called Warm Up. Amy was a little reticent as it was the place that she used to go to as a uni student more than 20 years ago, but Nong May said that it had changed a lot.
When we arrived, May’s friend Namfon met us and even though it was midnight on a Sunday, the place was heaving with people, both young and old.
I had had enough by now, though and didn’t feel like drinking anymore, so I left them to it and went back to the hotel. I knew it was going to be trouble when a full bottle of vodka appeared in front of us and Amy was already a few sheets to the wind.
I left the keycard with Amy and asked the hotel staff to give me another but then struggled a bit to get to sleep.
Sometime later, I woke with a start to two loud bangs at the door and there was Amy. Either the keycard didn’t work because there was already one in use in the room or she couldn’t find hers.
Amy stumbled around a bit, getting ready to get into bed but just as she was about to, she fell on the floor in the dark and I heard a thump on the bedside table. I jumped up, scared that she had hit her head on the corner of the table but thankfully, she hadn’t and I got her into bed and finally to sleep.
With all this drama, I was now awake again and checked to make sure Amy was still breathing. It took me a while to get back to sleep again at what must’ve now been about 4 am.
I woke up at 8.30 and when Amy stirred a little, she mumbled, ‘How did I get here?’ not remembering anything from a few hours earlier.
Something I learned today?
Last night, Amy met one of her students whom she taught twenty years ago and who is now a successful restaurateur. He was so happy to see her again and said that part of his success was because of her.
This kind of reaction is what I hope to inspire in my students and that in ten or fifteen years’ time they might say the same things to me.
It was especially poignant after yesterday’s birthday messages from my students, some of whom said I was the best teacher.
Review your acts, Good and bad.
I took care of crazy, hungover Amy.
I took this picture in the lobby at the Mercure Hotel because it looked like an interesting design where I was sitting and its intricacies only revealed themselves when I got closer.
Good, though my neck is a bit creaky. As I looked into the bathroom mirror after getting up, I thought that I’m not doing too badly for my age. When I think about retirement approaching in the next decade, I can’t imagine it as I still feel fit and vital (at least this morning anyway!)
Last night Amy turned up the air conditioning, and I was freezing as I also had a fan on me. Once I woke up, I had to get going to warm myself up!
Two hours later, two coffees and two poems down and I’m feeling good. Today I must NOT nap! I have a plan!
Health:
Physical: 7 Mental: 8
Today I’m grateful for:
Amy always doing the washing up. It’s not that I don’t want to do it – I’m not allowed to do it! I’m not allowed in the kitchen in general and that suits me fine!
The best thing about today was:
Staying awake all day! Yay! Amy’s mum and dad came for lunch and stayed for a while afterwards, so I took the opportunity to get out to my room for a while, adding to the blog and playing a little guitar.
I came back in at around 3 pm and executed my plan to stay awake by bleaching my hair, which also meant that I couldn’t be in a lying position either, so I read a bit more of Bob Mortimer’s biography, which is thoroughly enjoyable.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
I’m down to my last 1000 baht with another two weeks left before getting paid! Actually, I have some of this month’s pay saved in another account that I was hoping to put towards getting some new glasses. Looks like I’m going to have to dip into that, though.
Something I learned today?
I watched an interesting video about a homeless guy in Bangkok called Pichai who leaves weird mind map-style graffiti around the city.
He has something going on in his head but was an interesting character and his ‘art’ is fascinating to look at.
I took this picture because they looked cute sitting together for most of the morning.
Connections form between young and old As the tribe gathers at these tables Every nugget may not be gold And truths told as if they are fables
The dining room, like a rush-hour train A gaggle of gossip between gulps of water The old folks never tire to explain Love for their new grandson and daughter
Two hands touch to make a familiar bond Share secrets down the generations Soft in comfort where love belongs And meets all expectations
Shared with WDYS #257 picture prompt and also submitted for an assignment at AllPoetry.com as follows: Write a 12 to 24-line poem in any style that uses simile. Keep the imagery consistent and clear.Make sure that you use two clear examples of simile in your poem using the words ‘as’ or ‘like’ as discussed in the lesson. Try to write in the present tense and incorporate at least one concrete use of the senses in addition to imagery and metaphor, which was covered in the previous assignment.
Today I’m feeling:
Reasonable and positive, fairly relaxed.
I woke up late, allowing myself to get up when I felt ready. I had no real appointments or plans, so it was no big deal.
Health:
Physical: 7 Mental: 7
Today I’m grateful for:
The hairdresser today, who paid particular attention to trimming the hair out of my ears.
I think that as she knows that as I always tip her and my cut is quick and easy for her, perhaps she felt that she owed me a little extra. I usually enjoy pulling the hair out of my ears whilst I’m waiting at traffic lights. I’ll have to wait a few weeks for them to grow back again.
The best thing about today was:
Well, it might not be right to say it was the best thing but the main thing that happened today was going to another funeral.
This one was for a friend of a friend who, whilst riding his pushbike, got hit into a ditch by a drunk driver who sped off, but was later tracked down.
If he hadn’t sped off and stayed to help, there was a chance that it might have saved this guy’s life.
Today was his cremation and I drove us there and followed the proceedings, which is something I’ve grown used to here. There were lots of fireworks today, more than I’ve seen before.
There were also lots of people; the guy was a well-liked coffee shop owner and his wife works at the university. He was only 32.
Despite the heat, the three hours there went quickly and I was inspired to write a few related rhymes while there.
Something I learned today?
Stumbling on a video about Junji Ito alerted me to the fact that he has a lot more work out there than I realised. It was an interesting psychological analysis of his work which gave me a better appreciation of his style of horror.
Review your acts, Good and bad.
At the funeral, Amy asked me to fan her to cool her down, to cool us both down. She said that the other aunties there would be jealous because her man was fanning her, something that most Thai men wouldn’t think about doing.
Indeed, one old uncle was curious and came over to try to chat a little but he didn’t stay for long.
I took this picture to remember another funeral. Today it made me think about growing accustomed to and accepting of another culture despite not understanding it.
Well slept and despite turning on my alarm I got up before it would’ve gone off anyway!
Today is the first day of my holiday proper. I say that as I still feel as if I’m on holiday most of the time anyway, even when I’m working. However, today I meet Porpieng, Momo and Baitong for lunch at Central, go for a psych appointment on Monday and back to the ENT on Tuesday. Too busy for my liking!
Health:
Physical: 7 Mental: 7
Today I’m grateful for:
Baitong buying me Dairy Queen ice cream today after we finished our pizza.
The best thing about today was:
Meeting the kids (the smart ones) for pizza again and watching them change and grow every six months (though I see Momo more often at school).
As Popo and Baitong have had experience at my school and now a new school I asked them which they thought was best and the both said the new school was better for their education even though it was more stressful in some ways.
I think they can realise the benefits of not having access to their phones during the day allowing them to focus more on their classes.
Baitong still cracks me up. She’s smart and has a quick wit and loves to make fun of everything.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
The baby cow is on our garden again. Amy thought it best to close the gate to keep him here as if he’s left outside he could walk off anywhere.
His mum is calling him from the other side of the fence but he doesn’t seem to care as he munches on our grass.
Mum is tied down but the baby, whilst having a rope that can be tied up is left to roam. I think the cow man can guess where to look if he can’t find the baby. He’s used to it by now.
Something I learned today?
Baitong told me that she can’t ride a bike or drive a car but that she can drive a tractor!
She said her mum is a housewife and she didn’t quite know what her dad does but that he works hard. I asked if she would prefer to be like her mum or dad when she finishes school and university and she said ‘like her dad’.
Review your acts, Good and bad.
I bought Momo, Baitong and Porpieng lunch today and as Baitong shares my birthday I bought her the materials to do the painting of our cats that she promised me last time we met.
I messaged Anchan and she told me that she still has a fever (39.2).
Momo messaged me in the evening saying that some of her class were wondering about the grades I gave them. Most of her class did well enough but their question of understanding my criteria is a fair point.
Basically I want them talking and communicating more in class. I asked her to pass the message on and that her classmates should contact me directly to show me their initiative. Let’s see!
I took this picture because who is the real boss here?
Wound tight, played precise A night fight, all that jazz Voodoo spell, doll will dance Deadside hell and razzmatazz Pagan sages, a ragtime roll Inner rages in shadow hours Pinprick pain, man divided Ridden insane by fiendish powers
Bennu is a Heron 2023全新EP -「despite the world is so big, but not a corner belongs to me」現已上線。 四曲自我記錄忠實呈現,獻給2019 – 2022的我們,祝好。
Home, Sweet Home 「未曾問你來自哪裡。」 關於家,關於身份,關於歸屬,關於靈魂的容納之處。
Injurer 「你還像從前那般?」 關於憤怒,關於立場,關於公義,關於變成曾經憎恨的人。
My Dream 「昨晚睡得好嗎?」 關於愛,關於記憶,關於留戀,關於每一個不眠之夜。
Fairy Tale 「你啟程後,不會再回來了吧。」 關於海,關於浪漫,關於自我,關於不設限的未知旅程。
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Vinyl release is a DIY worldwide co-operative with: Desperate Infant Records Qiii Snacks Records Sango Records ungulates 22 Records Calm Lake Records tenzenmen Gizzmoix Records
Originally digitally released by Sango Records @sangorecords and Desperate Infant Records @desperate.infant.records Recording by 伟松&拓坤@RC Studio, Nam@Zhuying Studio and Sam@Home Mixing / Mastering by Brian@Sound Blade Studio Artwork by Jumpgate, Saki, Yellow and Jinbo
Bennu is a Heron (Guangzhou, China) 贝努是只苍鹭,来自广州的 Skramz / Emoviolence 乐团,由多支 Hardcore 乐团的乐手组成。 以所见、所闻、所想为出发点,直白陈述内心情绪。 Vocal – Jinbo Guitars – Sam & Joe Bass – Gao Drums – Chal
Today I’m feeling:
Still a little dusty and vague. Predictably, last night I didn’t sleep well as indigestion bothered my stomach and the oysters bothered my guts.
A really vivid poop dream got me out of bed as the oysters decided to make their early exit and it was a struggle to get a good deep sleep after that.
Today I’m grateful for:
Starting to feel normal again this evening. Even early this afternoon I could still taste Friday night’s whiskey in my mouth. This evening I seem to have my energy and motivation back after pushing through with a few things this afternoon.
The best thing about today was:
Sorting things out this afternoon for the Bennu 12” release and the upcoming MPC CD, downloading some comics, listening to some tunes and playing a bit of guitar. I have to try and force myself into my room this week to play some more. No book reading again this weekend sadly. I really want to read more but seem more invested in YouTubing. I’m going to turn off the video I’m about to watch and read instead.
Something I learned today?
Watching the Swans mini-match I found out that we lost by one point in a poor game. Hopefully, it keeps us from being complacent.