Cappuccino walking slowly something wrong – But he can’t explain why – just a funny cry Why cats can’t speak our language – Why we can’t speak theirs – Old man – Looks old acts old – His hair still beautiful Looks Still beautiful – Must prepare for the inevitable – We love him very much Neck cranky – Slept okay – Stretch And yawn Temporary crown keeps falling out when eating – Annoying but funny Speaking still weird I think I’ll go back to writing
From now I’m going to tell you that these selections are highly curated, carefully selected and specifically ordered for your listening edification by world-renowned DJtenzenmen.
I tell you this because these kinds of things sell!
The truth is that the music is randomly selected by iTunes – but as the iTunes library is already carefully selected with only the best top quality material from 50 years of research then satisfaction is surely guaranteed!
This week there’s music from Shield Your Eyes, Cecil Buffalo and the Prophets, DJ PicaPicaPica, Invisible Ghost Luigi, Mutants, Butthole Surfers, PFM, Sun City Girls, Gelbart, Ne Zhdali, The Freeze, Massacre, Cypress Hill, Deep Turtle and Orthrelm.
Intro and background music by Utotem.
Brain dump (by mouth)
Attempting morning pages exercise using dictationwith phone (Samsung)
Your post goes against community standards Who was the man in the castle? Ride around MFU placing stickers – advertising podcast – my stickers are tiny – maybe some people will see, will notice Utopia this morning – met Pim, Fern’s friend Woke up late – decided to turn off alarm in the middle of the night – My plan schedule now out of whack Soon I will read Hendrix – Maybe sort out some more music – Do yoga – Meditating – some more reading – Maybe record some more podcasts in the evening Try to relax Teaching English online – I don’t look forward to it but enjoy it when it happens 2 o’clock already Big rain – big sun big rain Next week not many hours – How to make use of the time – Always things to do
Attempting morning pages exercise using dictationwith phone (Samsung)
The first time using computer for morning pages 911 – In my head Chile 1973 – 911 has more than one meaning Tired not sleeping – Intervention – Can’t remember my dreams Three cats in the kitchen – Tigger crying Kimchi with energy Looking forward to classes today Difficult to think and speak sometimes easier to write This is first time so let’s try Cool morning Stretch body and brain Snail on verandah
Thinking how much better I feel mentally and a little bit physically. My body hurts in so many places but if I do my five-minute exercise every day I can feel it is making me feel better. I spent too many years ignoring my health and it’s hard to catch up but I’ll keep on.
Dreams – no recall. Today – last day of week with four days off.
I am so happy and grateful for the big breakfast I had this morning. Not sure I need to eat again today!
Last night as I was going to sleep I remembered more of the dream that I had yesterday night. We – not sure who – were in some kind of outdoor festival/playground and I was scared to go headfirst down a cardboard tube in the ground. I don’t recall last night’s dream at all. Quick one today – want to meditate.
23rd Sep 2022 – Perhaps I had recently been remembering the time when I was six or seven and wouldn’t get on an escalator with my mum at a London Tube station. Escalators were truly scary for a little boy who had no idea what it was or how it worked and despite mum’s assurances that it was fine, I stood at the top crying my eyes out as she disappeared downwards. A very nice man walked me down the stairs to reunite with her a minute later. Such trauma!
I am so happy and grateful for the foot inserts I can wear to try and make my feet feel better.
Quick pages. Dark and raining, cool and humid. Motivated this morning but teeth hurt. Dream? I know I had them.
Suck in deep breaths. Mini workout – my style – one day I’ll do more. Slowly, slowly is okay.
Busy day ahead? Maybe – let’s see – can face anything now right? You can, you can. Brain blur – meditate.
I am so happy and grateful for my new chair so I can relax outside and watch the football. I felt great.
7th Sep 2022 – I was trying to think what this chair was and suddenly remembered. It was a kind of comfy padded folding chair without legs so you could adjust it in many ways. It was good for a while but the arm mechanism soon broke and one drunken evening Amy kept tripping over it and picked it up and threw it into the yard where it broke even further. I think it must still be in my man cave, which is a place I need to visit and make sure has not been fully taken over by spiders and insects and hope that the roof has not leaked with all the rain. About 95% of my CD collection is still in there.
Tired but had a good sleep. Lazy to work out this morning just stretch instead okay. The clouds – remember about clouds – oh yeah – best cloud of the day award – make a day of awards – will be fun and make you happy. I need to clean my room. Are my teeth okay? Feel better but need them to stay okay forever. Smell cat pee. Could just be damp humid air.
Learning Thai words but no chance to use really and when I do have chance someone Thai will usually say it first! The struggles of a language learner.
Walked KhaoThang home yesterday and jogged back. I have no stamina – had to rest many times! It’s okay though – felt good. My feet suck though. Knees too. Core too – haha! My body is slowly starting to know more about exercise again. I remember a time when I was filled with energy and stamina before my body grew into its twisted adult shape.
I am so happy and grateful to the person in the bank who gave me what I need for my visa.
It’s been raining on and off for the last two weeks or more and finally, the ground has gotten soaked enough that big pools of water remain around our garden after the daily storm passes through. The frogs are going crazy, croaking across the valley. The snakes must be happy to be able to easily locate their food again. What a dangerous life. Having to call out to find your mate, only to be swallowed by a hungry snake.
Kim Chi, our killer cat, was found one morning munching on the guts of a bird in the dining room. How thoughtful. Amy woke me up to come and help clean up. There were bird feathers everywhere, strewn across the floor, table and lounge. I love our animals and I also love the birds that come to visit our garden. Leave them alone Hellcat!
I am so happy and grateful that I have been able to adapt to the Thai style of working (so far). Disorganised, short notice, changing decisions…. It’s all good.
Home workout warmup – first time – just the warmup makes me tired! Start somewhere. Itchy throat – can’t get sick. Itchy leg – something always biting.
All our fish dead again. We can’t take care of them for some reason. Jukebox – Happy – I don’t know who sings it – George someone. Today we will make a video and I will hate this song even more.
Feel good – a little tired. But good. thinking about Hayden but have an idea how to help. Can I just be me? Too late to be tough on him.
Thinking of poor kids in China who walk 5 km across rough valleys to get to school. Just primary kids. Predictably they want to be soldiers. They are tough. Circumstances dictate. No one’s fault. Everyone wants to be someone else for a while. But without the effort. Like a video game.