What I could do with is regeneration
To help with my lack of motivation
Give me an impregnation
To give me a new creation
Nothing to exploit in exploitation
Nothing to enter in penetration
To find or to avoid a lack of motivation
Change the channel to another station
Tag: poetry
Sow The Seed – 24th October 1984
Here is life or here is dying
Only sin is lack of trying
If we don’t try we may die
Food in need so sow the seed
Next year is better next year stronger
Next years furrows that much longer
Plough the field pick the yield
Mouths to feed so sow the seed
21st Jan 1998 – Stole four of these lines from another poem (which I forget now).
Pot Noodle Steve – 23rd October 1984
Pot Noodle for dinner
Pot Noodle for tea
Pot noodles believe
In Pot Noodle Steve
21st Jan 1998 – Another guy I used to work with – loved his pot noodles.
Your Happiness Will Not Last Forever – 22nd October 1984
Happy today
No thought of apathy
Marry me
Know me
Show me
Feed me
Need me
Or bleed me
For your happiness
One million puppets on two million puppet strings
It’s only a happy bird that in contentment
Will cut off its wings
Your happiness will not last forever
Cos you have to die
For your happiness
And thoughts of apathy
Marry me
Happily
Is Martin Sugared? – 21st October 1984
Is Martin sugared?
Is Martin sweet?
Is Martin oblivious
To unbearable heat?
Is Martin cold?
Is Martin hot?
Is Martin what
You’re exactly not?
21st Jan 1998 – Martin was a guy I worked with – I wonder what happened to some of those people?
The guy I worked with specifically in that first job was in a punk band called the Void (they never amounted to much more than a few legendary local gigs – where I sang with them one time too!). A few years later he became the town mayor – the other contender tried to put shit on him during the election because he was bisexual – his plan however backfired as it was seen as malicious slandering and irrelevant to whether he would be a good mayor or not. And while he was mayor he did all he could for the youth of the town etc (he was about 40 but still a kid in many ways.
His name was Phil Webb but everyone called him Piwi – everyone!)
Pain In The Arse Of The Pits Of The World – 20th October 1984
You really are a pain
Someone removed your brain
You live in the pits
Of the world and it’s
A pain in the arse of the pits of the world
Black Squares – 19th October 1984
Walking across the tiled floor
Multi-coloured tiles lay out my track
I can choose three different routes
But why do I always choose the black?
Black squares – under my feet
Black squares – look so neat
Black squares – lay out my track
Square square square
Black black black
21st Jan 1998 – This is about where I had my first job which had black and white check tiles much like our kitchen had before we had it recovered. Funny how something so trivial could spark a poem out of me in those days – now I write much more emotional style pomes.
Cancerous Growth – 18th October 1984
Malignantly stunted
The scalpel blade is blunted
You swore under oath
To remove that cancerous growth
It was growing unheard
Developing with every word
Unfelt but for a twitch now and again
That cancerous growth was your brain
Patient Patient – 17th October 1984
We are harmonious
We are discordant
We are waiting
We are patient
For the patient
We are the patients
Running out of patience
21st Jan 1998 – I think I have become a very patient person over the last few years. I never used to have patience with people, especially ‘stupid’ people (or ‘normal’ people maybe – not even sure what I mean here myself!) People who didn’t understand me I didn’t have much time for. I learn from people like yourself that sometimes it is worth the effort to get to know people better and I am making the effort a bit more these days – I’m actually enjoying working here at the moment – there was a certain atmosphere of a team spirit over Christmas which was enjoyable although one or two people seem to be in it for themselves, digging away at people and things that they don’t understand – I guess a sign of immaturity (much as I was immature in my behaviour before when I was younger).
The Dog Bites Back – 16th October 1984
Woof woof woof
Aaarrrggghhh
(Healed well)
6th July 2023 – I don’t have any memory of ever being bitten by a dog.