Now my head is empty
Were the memories even mine?
I want to go back…
The comfort ahead is too appealing
I want to go back
I desperately want another go
Damn this one-way track
Damn the compelling glow
The first time I heard the seagull’s sigh…
Submitted to No Theme Thursday (and the attached picture)
Today I’m feeling:
Super tired as I definitely didn’t catch up on any missed sleep from Sunday night. Never mind. I’ll have to try tonight.
I was looking forward to sitting down with some coffee and free time when my grade 9 students called me and asked to move their class from the afternoon to this morning again.
As this kinda suits me too, leaving the afternoon free, I rushed back and we went in search of a free room, ending up in the library.
Health:
Physical: 6
Mental: 7
Today I’m grateful for:
Nong Kratae for helping out Anchan as much as she can. It may not be much and it may not be enough for Anchan but Kratae is offering some hope at least. I will have to think of something that I can do for her as thanks one day. And I will ask Anchan for suggestions and if she can contribute in some way too.
The best thing about today was:
I felt my health improve a little over the day, especially mentally. Somehow, being at school is picking me up mentally, whilst seemingly running me down physically.
I was particularly energised after my grade 8 class finished at 12.30 but I didn’t leave school for another 45 minutes as various groups of students came to distract me, wanting to chat.
Something I learned today?
After much hassling from my students, I installed Instagram and TikTok and have been trying to work out how they work and if they are even remotely useful for me.
I still don’t quite get them or how they work. At the end of the day, I just want to use this software to stay in contact with my students in the future.
Review your acts, Good and bad.
As I was contemplating being able to finish early and go home, Anchan messaged me asking to go with her to Nong Kratae’s for the first time today this afternoon.
I guess as I wasn’t due to finish until 4.30 pm anyway, then it’s not a big deal and I’m hanging around at House catching up on reading and writing. Trying to get my brain back into poem-writing mode after a few days away from writing.



This is really good. I enjoyed the poem.
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Thank you. I was feeling very melancholy before writing it and even more so afterwards!
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Beautifully written
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Thank you Sadje.
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You’re welcome ☺️
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Wonderfully written! 😊
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Thanks Laura. 🙏
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I can definitely resonate with this. At times I get low and ponder on this world we call life.
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Sometimes the pondering inspires and sometimes it depresses.
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Yes, I know exactly what you mean. I feel that way too at times. It’s quite interesting.
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Masterfully written as always 🙏
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Thank you Kevin. 🙏 Good luck with the new job.
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Thank you very much. Most greatly appreciated. 🙏
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