Sweaty palms clasped so tight
It was an almighty fight
Doesn’t matter what you say
All you can do is pray
Who’s your God? What’s your master?
Can you run away any faster?
Pray to someone, don’t care who
And maybe someone will pray for you
Month: February 1985
Convoyed – 7th February 1985
The hippies are on a convoy
Going to Stonehenge
The police aren’t very happy
They want some revenge
Herded round the country
At the taxpayer’s expense
They can only go so far
Till they face the fence
You can’t kill the spirit
It says on their van
They are going to walk
Just as far as they can
What a waste of time
It makes me very annoyed
Call it what you like
The convoy was convoyed
Paralysed – 6th February 1985
Paralysed
Can’t move
I’ll never
Improve
Sit there
Wheelchaired
Straw drink
Just blink
Can’t move
Closed groove
No body
Half head
No nerves
Half dead
Decade – 5th February 1985
Ten years on
Ten years gone
Ten more to come
A decade long
Ten years early
Ten years late
Next ten years
Ten years wait
Ten years now
A new decade
Ten years then
Are now decayed
*Schedule – 4th February 1985
Everything in order
Everything on time
Such a perfect thing
This wonderful life of mine
I’m on schedule
I looked at my schedule
Don’t know when I’ll die
I haven’t planned it yet
But I’ll tell everyone
So they don’t get upset
I’m on schedule
I looked at my schedule
The Week That Was
Record of the week: Flux of Pink Indians – Punk Sucks
4th February 1985
Started work in the warehouse. Quite a good laugh but fuckin’ knackering. Went down Gaunts after. Chased Perry, Burt and Muz around Gaunts cos they wanted me to. Talked for a while. Came back. Fuckin’ fell asleep. Kinky dream about Lisa.
7
5th February 1985
Fuckin’ had hundreds of fuckin’ deliveries. 20 pallets of Carcases, 2 orders of Key Terrain. We didn’t have time to do it all. Had a good laugh around Gaunts. Maybe do Stumps t-shirts, have an initiation. Talked to Muz for a while.
8
6th February 1985
Pissed around on the bus in the morning. Fucked around in college. Got bus back. Wayne was on there. Had a good laugh. Got school bus. Good laugh again. Fixed drums. Got 11 people in phone box down YC. Pissed around down there.
8
7th February 1985
Don’t remember much about today. Don’t think we had a lot to do at work. Big Brian was doing the bulk lorry – he’s a cunt. Muz wasn’t coming out so stayed in. Quite a few things on telly. Something about some bikers which was OK.
5
8th February 1985
Still not a lot to do at work. Planned to leaflet the Void gig and not do a poster cos it doesn’t photocopy very well. Came home. Pissed around as usual. Went down YC – wasn’t very interesting. I think they’ve sussed out that we fiddle the pool table. Couldn’t stay awake to watch the film
6
9th February 1985
Went to Wimborne. Met Bernice. Went for pizza with Fog and Maggie. Came home. Pissed around on drums. Went down Gaunts. Sharon was there so we pissed her off. Went to Bernice’s at 7. Caught bus to Bournemouth. Went to gig. Atrox played pretty well. Then fuckin’ Bad Noise were fuckin’ around. During Disorder a couple fo fights started. Taff electrocuted himself. Got bus back.
5
10th February 1985
Can’t remember a lot about what happened today. It was fuckin’ cold. I went down Gaunts. Came back. Went back. Pissed around at the woods behind Murray’s. Dean was even there. First time for fuckin’ ages. Didn’t go out tonight cos it was too cold. Spitting Image was OK.
6
Sick – 3rd February 1985
Being sick is really bad
It makes you sick, it makes you mad
It’s cos you had too much to drink
It’s cos you didn’t really think
It’s cos you drank it much too quick
That’s why you are now so sick
Heartache – 2nd February 1985
She gave me a heartache
It was not my mistake
She gave me a heartache
It was more than I could take
She made my heart bleed
In the end I did concede
She made my heart weep
Her love I couldn’t keep
Puppetmaster – 1st February 1985
Puppetmaster pulling strings
Puppetmaster singing things
Puppetmaster in control
Puppetmaster owns your sould
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