More – 26th February 1988

The future is no mystery anymore
Cos nothing’s gonna change
I only wish that I could be sure
Why I feel so fuckin’ strange
They say life’s what you make it
But where do I start?
All I seem to do is break it
Until it all falls apart

There must be more, much more than this
Life must be more that just getting pissed
I got no answers for our sorry state
When the truth is known, it’ll be too late

Why must we be contented
To live with what we’ve got?
I wanna be presented
With the whole fuckin’ lot
Don’t wanna hear no history
Cos I haven’t got a clue
It’s just one big mystery
Which no one ever knew

Where do I start looking for
What I wanna hear?
And when I’ve heard it all
Will it confirm my fear?

These Visions – 19th February 1988

You’re sitting at home
These visions in your head
You’re all alone
With your mind just full of dread
You start to wonder
Why it’s like it was before
You’re going under
In your own personal war

All you’ve got are these memories
Repeated visions of what you’ve done
I can’t help you if you’re not telling me
You start to wonder where it’s all gone

Depressing your ego
With visions of the past
You won’t let me go
And that’s all I ask
Your time’s been wasted
Trying to repeat all the good times
It’s me that you hated
But you kept ignoring all the signs

All you’ve got are these twisted visions
Repetition, repetition of what you’ve done
I can’t help you make your decision
Strange to be nostalgic when you’re only 21*

*lifted word for word from the Partisans ‘Only 21’ – because it’s a great line!