Thank you for everything
You gave me 1000 reasons
To live my life to the full
All that is gone now
And I feel dead
But thank you anyway
18th Oct 2024 – By this time, TLJ has, unsurprisingly, stopped communicating with me in any form. I was sad about that, feeling sorry for myself and depressed. I’m sure that she wasn’t particularly happy either.
Just one more touch
Just one more taste
Can’t find a kiss
In so much space
In my dreams
You’re still real
Then when I wake
I can’t feel
Sexual master with no partner
I make a stand from where I sit
In one mind about another
I don’t know how to say ‘What is it?’
I choose to say hello
To try and make a friend
Now I question myself
And my motivation’s end
Do I really want this friend?
Is it something to pass time by?
I guess at the end of the day
I know I have to try
I want to sit in a remote spot
For two thousand years, staring at the moon
So I can become a native
I want to be in a space full of kings
With respect for all life and people
Living tribal real-life
It seems I can’t find real life here
Perhaps that’s why so many search and find God
When we just need to find ourselves
1994ever 