Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful for 10 years of marriage to Amy. Being with her has made me so happy.
The average man doesn’t want to be free, he simply wants to be safe.
H.L. Mencken
“Everything that needs to be said has already been said. But, since no one was listening, everything must be said again.” – Andre Gide
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful for 10 years of marriage to Amy. Being with her has made me so happy.
The average man doesn’t want to be free, he simply wants to be safe.
H.L. Mencken
I am so happy and grateful that I can talk with Hayden any time through the internet.
I became more and more astonished by the ignorance, and especially by the cultural, moral ignorance of our society.
Tolstoy, 1905
I am so happy and grateful for our perfumed candles which make our house smell so nice.
If I can be alright in your eyes I’ll be alright in my own.
Blue, Welcome To Hard Times by E.L. Doctorow
I am so happy and grateful for our wobbly ladder so we can reach up high to trim our plants.
The trick is: I take the thing I’m disgusted with, imagine the opposite, and push that out into the world. Identifying poison privately but sharing nourishment publicly.
Austin Kleon (?)
I am so happy and grateful for my Gloomy Bear mug which I’ve had for many years now. It reminds me of my past and my happy history.
To-do list
(It’s Friday now!) Finally, I have a little return of motivation.
Yesterday was our 10th wedding anniversary and we had a nice time at home, having spent time preparing a nice environment, as if we were out somewhere more fancy than our dining room. Amy did most of it with me working under direction. She has a good eye for design and detail. 10 years – mostly happy and content. Any rough rides smoothed over by our caring natures.
I finally finished another lesson plan, sorted some CDs and did one or two other things in my room. Tomorrow I’m thinking of playing some video games but wondering how much of a time suck that will be. If it’s a time suck that brings happiness then it’s not a big deal.
In the morning I also want to talk with George and see what his thoughts are on teaching online. I’m not sure how it will work when we have to encourage speaking. I’ve been writing my plans for students to work in pairs. How can that work? I’m curious about the possibilities though. It could be good in the way of learning new methods and developing ideas around the technology.
I am so happy and grateful for the food we are growing. It won’t feed us completely but it is great to be able to watch it grow and then eat the results.
I don’t have any dreams
Hypernormalization by Adam Curtis(?)
even if I did
they wouldn’t come true.
I used to dream, make plans
nothing worked out
and I don’t believe anymore.
I won’t think about it anymore
I won’t dream again.
Music from Girolamo Ugolini, Dragibus, Giant Sand, The Majic Ship, Bellini, Psychedelic Furs, The Sugar Shoppe, Sax Ruins, Beefeater, The Show Business Giants, The Hoax, Lindsay Cooper, The Afterglow, Amaxonas, Delroy Wilson, Dag Nasty, David Bowie, Christian Fitness, Beekeeper, Jackie Wilson and Negazione.
Music from Here and Now, Bob Drake, Orthrelm, Per Purpose, 20 Minute Loop, Shinki Chen, Tuxedomoon, Smog, POX, Cheetah Chrome Motherfuckers, The Move, The Who, Unsane, Samla Mammas Manna, Unwound, Bob Dylan and Retox.
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful for these cushions where I rest my head on these lazy days.
I am so happy and grateful for my sight and hearing, deteriorating but still working.
Spend as little time as possible talking about how other people are wrong.
Tyler Cowen, again. Repeated to make sure that you understand!
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful that we will go out today to take our cats to the vet.
Krishna descends to this planet every 8.6 billion years and this purpose is stated in Bhagarad-gita and we have to accept it as is; otherwise there is no point in trying to understand it!
Swami
To-do list
I taught Bruce today though actually, I didn’t really teach him anything. We ended up talking about Chinese history and how things repeat themselves. I should try and talk to more people – though I don’t really need a high quota to be happy, I have to be aware that I don’t cut everyone off.
I talked with Hayden for a little while today too. He seems to be doing okay under the conditions of the lockdown in Australia.
I watched some of Joe Rogan’s interview with Andrew Yang about Universal Basic Income and I’m starting to consider Hayden’s attitude to work may serve him well in the future, maybe at least not wasting his time and energy on a career that leads nowhere or is made redundant by technology and automation. He still needs to master himself in self-motivation and hard work for himself though.
I’m still confused about my own direction in continuing teaching at the moment. If we move to online teaching it will remove one of the things that I enjoy about teaching and that is the connection I have with the students.
And why waste time working hard when this virus could just stop me dead at any time? If we have only a year left, do I want to spend it in the frustrations of this teaching system? But I guess I shouldn’t be thinking like that (and I am still, very slowly, preparing lessons).
Weight: 79.0kg
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful to have choices in my life. I have the opportunity to live anywhere.
Spend as little time as possible talking about how other people are wrong.
Tyler Cowen