Game Over – 7th February 2022

Sat in slumber with a bent neck
Focused on the flashing lights
Like waiting for the three sevens to appear
Many hours passed the only movement, eyes
And twitching thumbs
Manipulating an avatar
Somewhat to my will
Game over for body
Game over for brain
The creaks and aches remind me
Reality is only virtually the same


The ones who thrive long term are those who understand the real world is a never ending chain of absurdity, confusions, messy relationships and imperfect people.

Morgan Housel

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful for this delicious-smelling skin cream that I bought 2 or 3 years ago and use sparingly. Today is not special but it smells special now.

The Rules – 6th February 2022

Throw the ball into the air
See what can go wrong
Now we’ve got ourselves a game
Make it up as you go along

That one doesn’t work
Let’s think of a better one
10 points for creativity
Even if it doesn’t last long

Experimentation makes the rules
Cultures develop this way
No one is better than another
And who am I to say?


What a journey this life is! Dependent entirely, on things unseen.

James Baldwin

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful to be friends with Nong Art, who helped me order kratom online this morning, accidentally finding a cheaper option!

The Whys – 5th February 2022

There was a wisdom to the air
A confidence contained in words
A charismatic character
Striding forth with bellows
Seen from the side
Seen straight ahead
Backwards or upside down
Never questioned, the whys
– I questioned the wise
Found lacking and falling short
Unveiled, revealed to me
It matters not, what you see
This is just a matter for me


When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape.

bell hooks

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful that Amy got offered both jobs and took the 2nd one as it allows her to travel in February before starting in March. Excellent.

Straight Line – 4th February 2022

Going straight isn’t always the best
Sometimes you gotta bend to pass the test
Life is not linear, the path may be curved
You made it here by the way you swerved
As the crow flies sure is so fast
But the lesson, maybe, does not last
If you don’t adapt, you can break
That’s a mistake you don’t want to make


What exists, exists so that it can be lost and become precious.

Lisel Mueller

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful that Amy is going for two job interviews already! She hasn’t even been in Australia for a week yet.

Artificial Womb – 3rd February 2022

New concepts for conception
A baby-making contraption
A warehouse full of wires
Tubes of blood suppliers
A matrix of growing babies
A new world full of maybes
Birth is an open door
Special delivery from the store
Is nine months an optimal time?
Perhaps twelve for extra spine
Let’s bake these babies longer
And make them so much stronger
An artificial womb, a real fear?
Where next to go from here?
Mixing up all DNA data
To make the future so much smarted


I hope in my lifetime to see the first human being created without pain.

Aria Babu, on Artificial Wombs

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful to meet Matt yesterday and get a surprise gift which was very kind and generous.

Revenge Bedtime Procrastination – 2nd February 2022

Working stiff, time is sucked away
Beer o’clock, a chance to play
Reclaim the day, sleep when you’re dead
Tomorrow’s here with throbbing head
Power through with a mindful meditation
Revenge bedtime procrastination
An ever-decreasing circle of frustration
Revenge bedtime procrastination
The office runs, so take a rest
Getting paid to sleep is the best
Pretty soon it’s time to go again
Waiting for the whistle of 5pm
16 more hours without destination
Revenge bedtime procrastination
Chase away time with dedication
Revenge bedtime procrastination


When you’re young, dumb and energetic, your greatest asset is that you’re young, dumb and energetic.

Cole Schafer

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful that Amy arrived in Australia safe and sound. It was good to see her in our old house last night.

17th August 2023 – Amy’s old friend Anna and her husband still live in our old Chatswood apartment and offer us space to stay if we ever need it and I still receive bits and pieces of mail there so I can use it as an Aussie address still if necessary.

I Shall See – 1st February 2022

Sell your smile and sell your glances
Use your words but take no chances
Don’t decide now and you will see
Silence is a power to set you free


On writing: In these youthful efforts, there was no desire to say something particular, to recall a memorable experience, to express a strongly held opinion or to air a grievance.

Abdulrazak Gurnah

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful for this pretty red and black shirt that I can fit into again now that I’ve lost some weight!