Raised in the manner of wolves
Howling at the moon
Running wild in the company of fools
Wide-eyed in chaotic tune
Tamed and reformed by riches
The devil still pulls at the heart
All are affected by witches
The feral rips itself apart
Today I’m feeling:
Pretty good from exercise but still not particularly enthusiastic. Perhaps due to this month’s struggle with money and its limit on what I’m able to do.
(Later) Things did improve as I spent time at House and then back at school wandering around talking to students everywhere.
Today I’m grateful for:
Kru Ning who seemed happy enough for me to help assist some of the students in her class – my grade 7 kids. It’s sometimes fun to join another class without there being any pressure and just offer assistance.
The best thing about today was:
Kwang (and Premier and Program) took my arms and led me around the school whilst chattering away with me, so I feel happy that Kwang is comfortable with me again after her episode last week. I’d really like to talk more deeply with her and get to how she really feels about things. She’s still covering things up with bravado at the moment, which is not unusual for kids at this age.
Something I learned today?
I watched Alexei Sayle’s Christmas message where, as a Jew, he supports the Palestinians and calls out the Zionists in Israel as absolute liars. Much of the world is in agreement with his sentiment.
Review your acts, and then for vile deeds chide yourself, for good be glad. — Discourses 3.10
My students were happy that I cancelled all my classes today. It was possible that we could still have them but they would be distracted and unfocused with many not even bothering to show up. I feel slightly guilty though! Though not guilty enough not to be sitting in the cafe writing this right now! I will go back to school soon though and play with my students and hang around for an hour or three.
What was the best new thing I tried this year?
Best new thing? I’m not sure I tried any new thing!
Maybe I started using the DuoCards app this year which has been pretty helpful with my language learning.
Fuck, that’s not very exciting, is it!
If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
As I’m already past the age of 30 and I can remember what my body was like then perhaps having that body would not be for the best. I was still skinny at thirty, the beer belly came on over the following ten years. As to my mind at thirty, I was still on my way at that point. I still had peaks and troughs that overly affected me.
If we could rephrase the question to be 60 instead of 30 then perhaps I would choose my body now, despite it being older and slower it feels like it has improved and is fitter than before. My mind is also in a better place…. Damn, this is a difficult choice. The two are inextricably linked – healthy body, healthy mind…. I think I will go with maintaining the body.
I’m thinking this because of seeing Grandmum now whose body is almost given up and unable to speak but I can’t help thinking that inside her mind is still sharp and that must be so frustrating.
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