A picture of you
In front of my eyes
Blinding me with lies

A picture, hundreds of them
Screaming at me
Sending me insane, I can’t see

Been down for years, that’s all I know
Just keep thinking
But I got nothing to show

The last time I was walking tall
I was jumping from a bridge
Was saved by a man
Who put out his hand
Then he went away, left me alone

I felt alone, I felt all alone
I needed him, I wanted a friend
Just one friend to show me home

Scars, scarred
Buring like salt on a slug
Pains in my head, fucking my broken body
Sieving through my distorted logic
Gimme that knife, screw your life
What about mine? It means nothing to you
You’re doing fine

Last time I smiled was in a Halloween mask
A false face that no one looks past

Seeing only what they want you to see
Being only what they want you to be
Seeing only what they’re told to see
Being only what they’re told to be

If only they could see through me
I’m not as false as they believe
But things ain’t what they seem
Especially with your eyes closed

Open your fucking head
It’s your knife, it’s your life
But I’ll be the one who ends up dead

I was conceived at the wrong time, wrong place
It’s too late now, I’ve seen my face
All your knowledge gone to waste
On the septic tank behind my face

You call them brains
But they’re used like drains
For your filth, your scum
Your perverted waste
Your putrid odour is all I taste, all I taste

With the lips that spoke three words
I hate you or I love you
Means the same to me in your language

Cos your language is mine
Your thoughts are mine
Your mind is mine (My mind is yours)
Your body is mine (My body is yours)
Your soul is mine (My soul is yours)
You are me

So I’m gonna chew your brains
When you chew mine

Totally inspired by Henry Rollins stream of consciousness ranting on Armageddon Man by Black Flag