I am so happy and grateful that Amy has found someone to hang out with at the weekend. I hope it makes her feel more comfortable and at home in Thailand and that she can ignore all the negative things.
Category: 2020
The Chiang Rai Alternative Hour #52 – 22nd August 2020
Music from The Monkees, Midvale School for the Gifted, Future of the Left, Vibrators, Blackbyrds, P.K.14, Christian Death, Blast, Trumans Water, Dinosaur Jr, Chavez, Cows, Show Business Giants, Full Moon Band, Slang, lovers.tiff, Minutemen and Marc Thor.
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful that I can find Toblerone here in this small town in the mountains of Thailand. I can find almost everything that I need and many of the things that I want.
We got that attitude! – 21st August 2020
I am so happy and grateful to my classes of students who keep testing me and pushing me to new challenges.
I’m alright, I’m alive – 20th August 2020
Good Vibrations by the Beach Boys? Where did that come from?
Building myself up to do my five minutes of exercise, tired this morning – don’t want to, want to sleep more – push through.
Crazy Kim was here trying to climb to the highest point. What is in the mind of a cat?
Go to Hill tribe school today – hope it’s okay – worry the kids can’t understand what to do. What’s Plan B?
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful to have Dad’s truck so I can drive to the hill tribe school today.
To-do list
- Laugh and enjoy the day ✅
- Make sure others enjoy their day too ½
- Compliment new people (anyone really) ½
- Another blog post when you get home ½
It’s a week later already. I have managed to fill my time up with many things including converting old DVDs, pushing and promoting the podcast, watching interesting TV and documentaries along with most of the usual things I’ve been doing such as school and online teaching.
I’ve been working with a girl called Kelly who has taken a few lessons to warm up but I was very heartened to see her become more confident and sure of herself in her speaking. That made me feel like my effort was worthwhile.
It can be the opposite at school where you can feel you are getting nowhere. I think I have successfully managed to understand this scenario now though and it will be a very long and slow process for things to improve.
Currently, there are lots of student protests in Thailand – more free and democratic government, less corruption and more equality. This too has been going on for nearly a hundred years. Things change slowly here.
I’ve been happy with myself recently and been able to deal with sudden changes and minorly stressful situations. I think I’ve become a better person and always looking to move that forward.
Tomorrow is my long teaching day – including in the evening but I’m looking forward to going to Mae Sai on the weekend and also dropping by an orphanage for girls to see what we can do for them. I hope that I can get involved in some way.
We got that attitude! – 19th August 2020
I am so happy and grateful that I pushed through my tiredness this morning and did my normal routine. I feel much more invigorated, for now at least….
I see it now, my whole damn life – 18th August 2020
KimChi sniffs around.
Learn my Thai – little by little – day by day.
Sore neck – working out too much? Sleepy.
Amy home at 2 am – I woke up just a bit worried about her. Happy she’s okay.
Little cat, what are you looking for?
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful to be working with a good group of teachers where we can help and support each other.
We got that attitude! – 17th August 2020
I am so happy and grateful for my first class on Monday who test me a lot after the nice weekend. It gives me strength.
We got that attitude! – 16th August 2020
I am so happy and grateful for the spa and massage we had yesterday. It was a good way to spend the afternoon.
The Chiang Rai Alternative Hour #51 – 15th August 2020
Music from KIV Orchestra, Rolling Stones, The Malibus, Uz Jsme Doma, YUP, Buildings, Hard Ons, The Who, Lines, Tera Melos, Lashio Thein Aung, That Fucking Tank, Unsane, Teardrop Explodes, Rancid and Wyxz.
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful for my yoghurt, muesli and Toblerone breakfast. Healthy body, healthy mind.
To-do list
- Awards again
- Compliments ½
- Record TCRAH ✅
- Blog post ✅
It’s the 19th of August today. I’ve been occupied and happy in general but also a little blurred at the edges. As I mentioned before I haven’t been thinking about thinking so much and have mostly been getting on with living and doing.
Occasionally I trip up and forget some of the things I’ve learned recently and sometimes beat myself up too much over it. This is usually relatively brief though.
I really enjoy being in class with the kids even to the point of joining other classes. Sometimes I still feel frustrated with the system here and the kids always playing with their phones in class. This is going to have serious consequences for those kids in the future. Well, at least it will be interesting to see how things turn out.
Amy went out on Sunday night and met Miche and her friend and that really cheered Amy up. She was happy to find some people she could relax with and just talk stupid girl stuff with. She’s not so comfortable with her old friends who now live completely different lifestyles to her. I know she is still frustrated here in general though.
Tomorrow we go into the hills to do some activities at another school. It should be a fun day and at least we get away to a different environment. Change is as good as a rest.
I think you’ve noticed that I don’t want to be a bad guy anymore – 14th August 2020
Mid-August – up-and-down. Nice dreams last night but can’t remember at all now.
Yesterday went well. Today has six hours teaching but I hope it will be fun – it’s Friday so it should be okay.
Kimchi is with me protecting me at the door. Take journal back inside because I haven’t been writing it. Don’t really know why.
Gratitude Journal
I am so happy and grateful for my busy Friday teaching for 6 hours. It makes me happy to see kids learning.





