Greater Good – 19th April 2024

Tone implies
Matter muttered mutual
Best not to trivialise

Mutual
Understanding understood
Redefine our ritual

Understood
Testing time not trivial
Gather round for greater good

Trivial
As seen through separate eyes
Man made more material

Submitted to Writer’s Workshop Prompts and NaPoMo and practising writing the Treochair form – An Irish form consisting of tercets (3-line stanzas) of any number. It is syllabic with 3/7/7 syllables per stanza and a rhyme scheme where the 1st and 3rd lines of a stanza rhyme. Heavy alliteration is expected with all 3 lines within a stanza.


Today I’m feeling:

Tired but good. Amy was up with the light and turned the aircon off so I knew I would have to get up soon because it quickly gets too hot to sleep.

I forced myself up and into my room to try this new app for exercise. I realised that it wasn’t any better than what I already use though but was happy to have tried it as it motivated me up this morning at least.

Today I’m grateful for:

There being no damage done. (See the story below)

The best thing about today was:

The bull!  This actually happened late last night.

Maybe at around 10 pm I thought that I heard something on our terrace, maybe our cats chasing lizards or something like that.  I turned on the lights and peaked out but there was nothing obvious so I went back to watching TV.

A little later I heard the moo of a cow in the distance.  It didn’t sound close so I didn’t think much of it.

At about 11.20 pm I heard the noises again and turned on the lights and peaked out.  Still nothing.  So I thought I should go out and investigate.

Stepping onto the terrace I heard a wet blowy breathing sound and standing there in our entertainment area was a pitch-black bull as tall as me.  I jumped back and stepped inside to grab my phone so I could use its torch to herd it back out to wherever it belonged because it certainly didn’t belong with us!

When I came back out the bull had jumped the small wall out of the entertainment and started wandering off around the garden, obviously not too happy to be confronted.  I went off to the gate to open it and returned to where I guessed he might be.  He wasn’t there.

The wind was blowing the leaves a little and the shadows from the house lights were dancing around and put me on edge.  As I came around the back near the kitchen I jumped in a frightful expectation but it was just shadows.

Around to the back and then to the garage and around to the gate again.  Where had this bull gone?  Maybe it jumped over the fence?  That seemed unlikely as this thing was massive.

My phone torch barely penetrated the darkness in the far corner of the garden but I guessed he was there, invisible with his colour.  I nervously stepped forward and even though I was expecting to see a huge animal at some point it still shocked me when the stood-still bull opened its eyes in my direction so that I could see it clearly and it was less than a metre away.  My arm hairs bristled and I stepped back in fright, now able to make out its fearsome shape.  He gave me another wet breath for good luck.

I steeled myself and went around to its back and it didn’t need much prompting, seeming to know where the gate was already.  Like it was just fucking with me.

I chuckled to myself as I closed the gate again.  Tonight, I will do a quick check-around before closing our gate for the night.

Something I learned today?

A little bit of the history of Canada through reading The Decline of the British Empire. Building a nation-spanning railroad was seen as a way of keeping the USA at bay from expansion.  

Since looking a little deeper it was also surprising that Canada only became a totally independent country in 1982.

More Alone – 18th February 2024

Everyone has gotten access
All the words ever written
Pictures painted, songs sung
Fifty bazillion millisecond process
No bugs to be bug bitten
The shutdown has begun

Standing in the matrix queue
A beta-meta icon version
Presses three after the tone
There’s nothing left to do
In this world’s perversion
Except to feel more alone

inspired by this post (before finishing reading) at Spinning Visions
2nd May 2024 – Submitted to FOWC with Fandango — Alone


Today I’m feeling:

Pretty good and upbeat.  

Got up soon after my alarm, grabbed coffees and then spent a good few hours in my room, adding blog entries, reading and playing guitar.  

I was glad to go out and do something different yesterday though I wasn’t particularly excited being at the balloon festival.  

I’m not particularly excited by much these days to be honest but I am happy and that’s more important.

Today I’m grateful for:

Air quality being better than this time last year.  It’s still not great but can only hope that it doesn’t get worse.  

The next week will tell the tale as temperatures rise up to 37 degrees again.

The best thing about today was:

Not taking a nap and having a feeling of not wasting a weekend day.  It was pretty relaxed but I got some stuff done so I’m pretty happy with everything.

What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?

Not something that was out of my control but it was midday before I remembered that I hadn’t taken my medicine today.  As I was in my room I figured I’d take it when I got back inside but forgot again.  

By mid-afternoon, I felt a little dizzy when I got up from my chair but figured that I’d made it this far without the medicine that I’d just skip it for today.  

Dizziness is the main side effect of not taking it and it’s not like I will drop into a funk just by missing one day.

Something I learned today?

Hayden is in New York.  He and his girlfriend were driven down through snow from Canada for 6-7 hours to get there.  

They are wrapped up and enjoying New York pizza.

Review your acts, and then for vile deeds chide yourself, for good be glad. — Discourses 3.10

I sent a message to Baipad this morning offering to come and teach her today if she wanted.  I didn’t get a reply but I would’ve been happy to if she would have liked.

I was reminded of Baipad later in the evening when reading some blog post about inspiring self-confidence in children helps make them happier adults.  In these days of mobile devices as parent substitutes, I wonder what will inspire self-confidence?

I took this picture because this is Tangmo. The dog’s bollocks.