Mise en Abyme – 2nd November 2025

*The old librarian still searches for
himself among the shelves. Glasses half-cocked,
hanging on to his nose, rubbing eyes, sore
from a thousand years of dust, sunlight blocked,
but his thirst for knowledge cannot be stopped.
Owlish and wizened with yellowy skin,
slowly but surely, the light will seep in
and he’ll remain his days meditating
on the fact he’s just about to begin
the journey for which he has been waiting.

Shared with dVerse: dizain.
*I had noted down this first sentence from Björn’s poem ‘The Past at Present’ last month, thinking that I would use this idea for something new. Having then forgotten about it until today, I ended up using it word for word to launch this particular write.

Some Surrender – 19th October 2025

The both of me are struggling inside

One wants to just enjoy the ride

A hedonist with parties to attend

A firestorm with fuel to spend

Better to burn out than fade away?

So, tonight is the time to play

…Tomorrow, I’ll write down everything…

The both of me, struggling to get out

The anxious side, processing doubt

Every word needs to be remembered
So that some time must be surrendered

If all this savouring gets rephrased

Will it be somehow falsely praised?

Did it really happen as we say?

The feeling is that it must be done today…

…Tomorrow, I’ll write down everything…

The both of me are struggling to win
A desperate balance being fought within
This happiness must be documented

Not pass by forgotten and lamented
So tonight I’ll simply sigh and say
That if it cannot be done today

…Tomorrow, I’ll write down everything…

Shared with W3 #181 – a bop poem. This poem was inspired by this week’s dVerse prompt, using a line from a Günter Grass poem as a refrain. I saw this line, “…Tomorrow, I’ll write down everything…” used in the poem ‘Tomorrow’ and along with the word ‘bop’, this reminded me (again!) of the dilemma Jack Kerouac would face when having fun with his friends but wanting to rush home to write it down before it got forgotten to the mists of time. I see that I have written this poem before, too! Perhaps this is part two?
In the first stanza, I reference Firestorm, a DC comic character that at one time was two different people inside one body, often struggling with decisions. This came to mind as I had been reading it last night.

Ice Age – 18th October 2025

Shared with dVerse MTB quatern and utilising the phrase ‘what happens when the river stops‘ taken from Günter Grass’s ‘What I write about’.

What happens when the river stops
flowing towards its final form,
to meet dissolution, consumed
in a roiling ghost of gestalt?

Gathering stagnation – is that
what happens when the river stops?
Dammed many times along the way,
it aches to carve a deeper chart;

Breath seeping into the soft soils,
probing for any solve to see
what happens. When the river stops,
frozen skin, a trick of the light,

conceals the hand of destiny
on swirling tides of history.
I find I do not want to know
what happens when the river stops.

Ride Of The Dullahan – 16th October 2025

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Shared with dVerse Poetics – headless horseman. I learned a little about Irish folklore while writing this.

in search of final harvests
on a stallion carved of midnight,
its four falling anvils
spark cold dread from cobblestones

his lantern grins with soft decay
the texture of mouldy cheese
the pallor of the moon
that stains a long-forgotten tomb

twin gateways pierce all things hidden
compelling every secret to be shed
unlocking all that’s tethered by a name

hold your golden pins tight

October Again – 9th October 2025

You keep on coming back for more
Every year, the change is the same
I shouldn’t be keeping the score
There are no winners, it’s no game

Every time you keep coming back
Has started meaning less and less
And as my skin begins to slack
I’ve stopped caring, I must confess

I’m still wishing for more returns
Even if they’re filled with dread
To just keep on is what one learns
Cos it’s better than being dead

Shared with dVerse – Poetics: October

Safe Word – 3rd October 2025

Cheekily shared with dVerse – Tuesday Poetics. Always considering a different angle on a prompt, my mind took me to a place that I’ve only heard about (honest, guv!), guided by the Cambridge Dictionary entry for ‘paddle’, which gave me ‘We provide a variety of toys, such as floggers, paddles, cuffs, and ropes.’ I didn’t really get a ‘song’ into the poem but the sounds are clear and obvious.

We provide a variety of toys,
for adventurous girls and boys;

Whack! Whack!

A sharp crack

lands across a welcoming back.




With floggers and paddles,

over the sub the mistress straddles;

Zzip! Zzip!


A consenting courtship

at the whims of her loving whip.





A kink of ropes, clips and cuffs,
or a silken bondage tied with trust;

Squeal! Squeal!


The trussed and bound reveal

the boundaries of this fetishistic deal.



Blindfolded and restrained,

the traditional roles clearly reframed;


Swish! Swish!

A safe word so devilish,

“No sex, please, we’re English!”

Post Epilogue – 21st September 2025

I’m sending you all a letter
You’ll receive it when I have gone
It may not be anything much
But may mean something to someone

But the meaning it will contain
Multiplied by my own demise
Even if only for a time
There’s not much left to give surprise

This is a reference to scheduling posts far in the future that will be delivered after I die. This could be one. Who knows?
26th Sep 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN as not many eyes made it to this one.

Three Colours Trilogy – 20th September 2025

“Now try coughing,” he repeated.

An unfinished symphony.


The blue of the car’s metal,
twisted and still.

The blue of the swimming pool,
a cold, empty tile.

The blue of the television,
buzzing in a dark room.

This is the blue of a cage
with the door swung wide.

A terrible, hollow liberty.

She wraps herself in a blue crystal necklace,
a weight from the past.
She sleeps in a bare, 

empty blue room.

She wants the blue of silence,

the colour of no pain,
Nothings important.

“Tongues shall be stilled
and knowledge shall come to an end.”

You belong to all of us.

And the world leaks in.
This blue is not quiet.
It is an insistent hum.

The blue of his eyes,
asking for a truth she won’t give.

She tries to give it all away,
but the blue follows. 

It is the colour of the thread
that keeps pulling her back.

The blue of the sheet music,
a song she thought she’d buried.
Music so beautiful it can’t be destroyed.

The liberty is not in the emptiness.
It is in the choosing.

You’ve always gotta hold onto something

“Tongues shall be stilled
and knowledge shall come to an end.”


You belong to all of us.

The white of a wedding dress,
left in a trunk.

The white of a pigeon’s wing,
taking what it’s given.

The white of his own breath, 

ghostly in the Paris cold.
This is a blank space, an erased life,

impotent and powerless.

The white of a passport page,
stamped with a refusal.

The white of a 2 franc coin,
the last one in his pocket,
that will not let go.

He is nothing, a white zero.
A man made empty.

But a white suitcase carries him home.

The white snow of Warsaw
covers the same old streets.

This white is a clean page, 

where everything is possible.

The white thread missing.
The white of a lie, perfectly told.
A white, calculated revenge,

by burying a white Russian in Powązki.

Equality is not in the winning or the losing.

It is in the white of two figures,
perfectly matched in the distance.
The white of a promise,

finally understood.

A red sweater hung on a grey chair.
A red light on a wet street at night.

This is the red of a closed door.
The red of a stopped heart.

Across the street,

a red lamp in a window.
An old man listens to the secrets in the air.

He knows the red of betrayal,

the flush of shame.

Now, wanting nothing.

This is the red of a thread, 

thin and unseen.
It connects a falling book 

to a worried hand.

A red judicial robe fading in a dark closet.

People have a right to their secrets.

A red neon sign buzzes over an empty café.

Another story that you don’t know.

A flare sent up 

from one lonely island to another.
The red of a ferry’s light, 

cutting through the fog.

No longer a stop,
but a start.

The red of a common pulse, 

beating in the chest.
The red of a door, 

finally opening.

Who are you

and what else do you know?

This fraternity is final.

Shared with dVerse MTB – colour and I was immediately reminded of the Three Colours Trilogy. It’s been a long time since I watched these movies and this poem did make use of AI to remind me of the details of the stories, from which I started pulling out and reworking various phrases and ideas. I’m not completely sold on my own formatting above and thought the French flag idea would be fun but this particular image is a little garish. I’ll try and come back to this a little later.

14th Oct 2025 – I have since watched all three movies again and revised this poem and flag image. I recommend these movies very highly. They’ve also got me back into watching the longer form, which is good because I have hundreds of unwatched movies at home!
24th Oct 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN since this poem has been rewritten.