October Again – 9th October 2025

You keep on coming back for more
Every year, the change is the same
I shouldn’t be keeping the score
There are no winners, it’s no game

Every time you keep coming back
Has started meaning less and less
And as my skin begins to slack
I’ve stopped caring, I must confess

I’m still wishing for more returns
Even if they’re filled with dread
To just keep on is what one learns
Cos it’s better than being dead

Shared with dVerse – Poetics: October

Safe Word – 3rd October 2025

Cheekily shared with dVerse – Tuesday Poetics. Always considering a different angle on a prompt, my mind took me to a place that I’ve only heard about (honest, guv!), guided by the Cambridge Dictionary entry for ‘paddle’, which gave me ‘We provide a variety of toys, such as floggers, paddles, cuffs, and ropes.’ I didn’t really get a ‘song’ into the poem but the sounds are clear and obvious.

We provide a variety of toys,
for adventurous girls and boys;

Whack! Whack!

A sharp crack

lands across a welcoming back.




With floggers and paddles,

over the sub the mistress straddles;

Zzip! Zzip!


A consenting courtship

at the whims of her loving whip.





A kink of ropes, clips and cuffs,
or a silken bondage tied with trust;

Squeal! Squeal!


The trussed and bound reveal

the boundaries of this fetishistic deal.



Blindfolded and restrained,

the traditional roles clearly reframed;


Swish! Swish!

A safe word so devilish,

“No sex, please, we’re English!”

Post Epilogue – 21st September 2025

I’m sending you all a letter
You’ll receive it when I have gone
It may not be anything much
But may mean something to someone

But the meaning it will contain
Multiplied by my own demise
Even if only for a time
There’s not much left to give surprise

This is a reference to scheduling posts far in the future that will be delivered after I die. This could be one. Who knows?
26th Sep 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN as not many eyes made it to this one.

Three Colours Trilogy – 20th September 2025

“Now try coughing,” he repeated.

An unfinished symphony.


The blue of the car’s metal,
twisted and still.

The blue of the swimming pool,
a cold, empty tile.

The blue of the television,
buzzing in a dark room.

This is the blue of a cage
with the door swung wide.

A terrible, hollow liberty.

She wraps herself in a blue crystal necklace,
a weight from the past.
She sleeps in a bare, 

empty blue room.

She wants the blue of silence,

the colour of no pain,
Nothings important.

“Tongues shall be stilled
and knowledge shall come to an end.”

You belong to all of us.

And the world leaks in.
This blue is not quiet.
It is an insistent hum.

The blue of his eyes,
asking for a truth she won’t give.

She tries to give it all away,
but the blue follows. 

It is the colour of the thread
that keeps pulling her back.

The blue of the sheet music,
a song she thought she’d buried.
Music so beautiful it can’t be destroyed.

The liberty is not in the emptiness.
It is in the choosing.

You’ve always gotta hold onto something

“Tongues shall be stilled
and knowledge shall come to an end.”


You belong to all of us.

The white of a wedding dress,
left in a trunk.

The white of a pigeon’s wing,
taking what it’s given.

The white of his own breath, 

ghostly in the Paris cold.
This is a blank space, an erased life,

impotent and powerless.

The white of a passport page,
stamped with a refusal.

The white of a 2 franc coin,
the last one in his pocket,
that will not let go.

He is nothing, a white zero.
A man made empty.

But a white suitcase carries him home.

The white snow of Warsaw
covers the same old streets.

This white is a clean page, 

where everything is possible.

The white thread missing.
The white of a lie, perfectly told.
A white, calculated revenge,

by burying a white Russian in Powązki.

Equality is not in the winning or the losing.

It is in the white of two figures,
perfectly matched in the distance.
The white of a promise,

finally understood.

A red sweater hung on a grey chair.
A red light on a wet street at night.

This is the red of a closed door.
The red of a stopped heart.

Across the street,

a red lamp in a window.
An old man listens to the secrets in the air.

He knows the red of betrayal,

the flush of shame.

Now, wanting nothing.

This is the red of a thread, 

thin and unseen.
It connects a falling book 

to a worried hand.

A red judicial robe fading in a dark closet.

People have a right to their secrets.

A red neon sign buzzes over an empty café.

Another story that you don’t know.

A flare sent up 

from one lonely island to another.
The red of a ferry’s light, 

cutting through the fog.

No longer a stop,
but a start.

The red of a common pulse, 

beating in the chest.
The red of a door, 

finally opening.

Who are you

and what else do you know?

This fraternity is final.

Shared with dVerse MTB – colour and I was immediately reminded of the Three Colours Trilogy. It’s been a long time since I watched these movies and this poem did make use of AI to remind me of the details of the stories, from which I started pulling out and reworking various phrases and ideas. I’m not completely sold on my own formatting above and thought the French flag idea would be fun but this particular image is a little garish. I’ll try and come back to this a little later.

14th Oct 2025 – I have since watched all three movies again and revised this poem and flag image. I recommend these movies very highly. They’ve also got me back into watching the longer form, which is good because I have hundreds of unwatched movies at home!
24th Oct 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN since this poem has been rewritten.

Dig Up – 12th September 2025

Dig up, they said,
all the digging down is done;
don’t disturb the bones
discarded to dry in the sun.

Dig up, they keep saying,
the dead all wished to live;
the thieves of time
forget but don’t forgive.

Dig up and keep going,
the soul awaits relief;
step out of the dark
into the rainbow of belief.

A second entry for dVerse – Tolstoy’s birthday, this time using the quote:

“Rummaging in our souls, we often dig up something that ought to have lain there unnoticed.”

From Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

Admission – 11th September 2025

Shared with dVerse – Tolstoy’s birthday and using this quote as inspiration

“Can it be that I have not lived as one ought?” suddenly came into his head. “But how not so, when I’ve done everything as it should be done?”

The Death of Ivan Ilych by Leo Tolstoy

The round pegs fall right through.
I wanted to be like that, too.
Step right into the queue
where I got to be just like you.

But not enjoying it,
this square peg didn’t really fit,
and so alone I sit,
out of step,
out of whack,
preferring my way, I admit.

A Little Too Much – 10th September 2025

When does so much become so little?

Believing it’s always your turn


Your debt to yourself is catching up

Your life is empty (as such)

Left with no thing:


Just sand slipping through your fingers

Tell me
When does too little become too much?

This quadrille is a reworking of my poem Taking Stock, a cascading poem itself based on the lyrics (italicised) from the Nomeansno song Stocktaking. Shared with dVerse Quadrille #231 – much

Maniacs – 8th September 2025

Inspired by this piece by Caitlin Johnstone
Shared with dVerse OLN this week as not many eyes made it to this poem.

Hamas, Hezbollah and the Houthis
said to be crazy lunatics
They are no longer ‘our’ terrorists
providing cover for our dirty tricks

Those madman megalomaniacs
are a danger when being pressed
slaughtering their own people
when asked to, at ‘our’ behest

Weapons so securely hidden
there’s no chance of being found
the insane are suddenly so smart
their evil intentions are now profound

Hand in hand with the maniacs
Gaddafi, Assad and Hussein
eliminated once the spoils are divided
between the maniacs that remain

My Tinnitus – 29th August 2025

A relentlessly falling forward
Disconnected sonic information
A fry-crackle resonance
High-frequency vibration

A constant companion
Though hardly a friend
Cohesion of the chaos
An agitating sonic blend

A synaesthetic rainbow
Ears become wild eyes
Neural cross-wire overlap
A dizzy starred surprise


Wild harmonic distortions
Oscillating ear-to-ear
Polyphonic buzzing bees
Swarming and severe

Low-frequency vibration
Meditates the brain
Connected sonic information
Fall backward again

Shared with dVerse Poetics – noise