Without Success – 21st April 2025

let’s just play,
dabble about
all the day.

it’s just fun,
a little learn,
a slow burn.

in training,
without success
or explaining.

new pursuits,
a little try
before I die.

Want to hear my poem put to music? LISTEN HERE and please tell me what you think? Is it just fun, does it add anything?
I don’t know what to think yet!?

If the AI song above isn’t to your taste, what about this reading? Please let me know your opinion! 🙏

Shared with Momoetry April Poet Month challenge – micropoetry, based on a section of ‘Beginners: The Joy and Transformative Power of Lifelong Learning’ by Tom Vanderbilt and quoting Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi


Charlie Zero The Poet Music picks & Reviews #18 and my quick thoughts:

Ash Koosha – fine enough for interesting electronica but not my jam.

Colin Stetson – sensing a theme here… 😄

Conan – Oh, guitars! Woohoo! But…this style too dull and repetitive for me. I mean, I have some music like this already and I can just listen to that. There’s nothing here that says Conan is in anyway superior. I’m sure this would have more impact live but I’m also envisaging that there’s not much entertainment going on onstage…

Okilly Dokilly – Fun ideas here (that I probably wouldn’t have picked up on them without reading the lyrics) and there are heavy guitars but it’s still not scratching my itch. Or am I just in a bad mood?

U – this has some ideas going on (see Ask Koosha above)

Despite none of this being of interest I’m glad to have been presented with them here and taken the chance to listen to some new music. That’s what it’s about.

Blow And Crash – 9th July 2024

A vile legion, no alkaline vial
A third eye opened up to show
The first two burned out and bled
Soon forgotten, supposed to know

A toot of one’s own horn
I found myself getting in touch
With beauty scarily sublime
It overwhelmed, too much

As skin returned from blue
The views up there began to fade
Stirred up in a sandy wave
To crash on the beach I made

It’s not these orange-tinted glasses
Or butterflies flowing from my gut
Reality was just a ‘barely hanging on’
Out of my mind, a door slowly shut

Submitted to No Theme Thursday and the attached picture as inspiration.


Today I’m feeling:

Pretty good. An easy start and a relatively simple first class with my grade 8s.

Today I’m grateful for:

Being able to quickly rearrange my afternoon class so that everyone could finish early.

The best thing about today was:

Getting home by 3pm and though it’s a bit of a negative, I lazily watched TV rather than getting anything done.

What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?

My second class was supposed to be at 2.30, but a few students had told me that because other teachers were away, they had nothing to do until then.

So during my first class, I was thinking how to start at 12.30 instead so that everyone could finish early.

I decided to go for it and messaged them to come at 12.30 and we would find a classroom to study in.

It was only a little later that I realised that I had forgotten that this class is made up of students from two different programs, and one had classes until 12.30, which meant that they would miss lunch by coming straight to my class this time. 

I thought I’d smoothed it over because I knew that they wouldn’t actually study until 12.30 and asked them to quickly grab lunch whilst they could. 

The class went well and we got it all done in an hour, as the room was due for another class.

Later, I heard that the two groups of students were quarrelling about this change of plan, so I had to try and smooth things over. Though I also found out that this was not just about what happened today, but an ongoing situation between the two.

Something I learned today?

Burmese armed resistance are financing themselves by flooding Thailand with cheap drugs, causing a moral quandary for those who support their fight for (supposed) ‘democracy’ there.

Somehow, I never come across these cheap drugs!

Review your acts, Good and bad.

I watched all the students preparing for the drama competition and personally wished each of them good luck for the next few days. Lin, Jet, Namyen, Guitar, Noah, Poppy, Achang, Alew, Wipping, Palm and a couple of others. I dispersed all my coins to them as they begged for spending money while they are away. I think that cost me 17 baht in total!  I hope that they have a good time because they have been working hard on this play.

I took this picture because these are my old students, Aoey, Pleng and AimAem rehearsing their speech for their competition. Unfortunately for them, they couldn’t stop themselves from laughing when I started taking pictures and holding my hands as they were. As with my other students, I wished them well and to try their best.

Language Diabolic – 24th June 2022

Bring it together – the idea and the word
And stand behind the words said and heard

Smash it apart – the words and the real
So that fantasy is all that’s left to feel

20th Mar 2024 – Submitted to RDP Tuesday – Fantasy


If I am killed, I can die but once; but to live in constant dread of it, is to die over and over again.

Abraham Lincoln

Gratitude Journal

I am so happy and grateful to have a runaround with some of my students yesterday. We were all happy to play.

*Where you be? – 12th June 1998

Email to TLJ

S: TLJ
I offer you my unending affection and undying love – so where you be? Why you no call? Why you no mail?
I be missing you muchly. I want to talk to you (always). Can you visit tonight? Tomorrow night, sat morn, mon pm?
How are your new sunnies?
Come wash my dishes again so I can pull yr pants down.
Thank you for your cleaning last night – I had a great time in your company. Let’s read a play.
Shaun

T: don’t you read email. i just sent you two (make that three).
tlj

S: As the Del-Emmas say – ‘Yeah-yeah’!