Unaware of the power wielded through the letterbox of her hijab; Stars pour out at the questions fielded, a butterfly chase for boys to grab.
Inspired by a grade 7 student at my school who has the most stunning eyes. Whenever I see her, I’m reminded of the girl who was on the cover of National Geographic (below). It also makes me consider love and attraction in other cultures.
I’m sending you all a letter You’ll receive it when I have gone It may not be anything much But may mean something to someone
But the meaning it will contain Multiplied by my own demise Even if only for a time There’s not much left to give surprise
This is a reference to scheduling posts far in the future that will be delivered after I die. This could be one. Who knows? 26th Sep 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN as not many eyes made it to this one.
“Now try coughing,” he repeated. An unfinished symphony.
The blue of the car’s metal, twisted and still.
The blue of the swimming pool, a cold, empty tile.
The blue of the television, buzzing in a dark room.
This is the blue of a cage with the door swung wide.
A terrible, hollow liberty.
She wraps herself in a blue crystal necklace, a weight from the past. She sleeps in a bare, empty blue room.
She wants the blue of silence, the colour of no pain, Nothings important.
“Tongues shall be stilled and knowledge shall come to an end.” You belong to all of us.
And the world leaks in. This blue is not quiet. It is an insistent hum.
The blue of his eyes, asking for a truth she won’t give.
She tries to give it all away, but the blue follows. It is the colour of the thread that keeps pulling her back.
The blue of the sheet music, a song she thought she’d buried. Music so beautiful it can’t be destroyed.
The liberty is not in the emptiness. It is in the choosing. You’ve always gotta hold onto something
“Tongues shall be stilled and knowledge shall come to an end.”
You belong to all of us.
The white of a wedding dress, left in a trunk.
The white of a pigeon’s wing, taking what it’s given.
The white of his own breath, ghostly in the Paris cold. This is a blank space, an erased life, impotent and powerless.
The white of a passport page, stamped with a refusal.
The white of a 2 franc coin, the last one in his pocket, that will not let go.
He is nothing, a white zero. A man made empty.
But a white suitcase carries him home.
The white snow of Warsaw covers the same old streets.
This white is a clean page, where everything is possible.
The white thread missing. The white of a lie, perfectly told. A white, calculated revenge, by burying a white Russian in Powązki.
Equality is not in the winning or the losing.
It is in the white of two figures, perfectly matched in the distance. The white of a promise, finally understood.
A red sweater hung on a grey chair. A red light on a wet street at night.
This is the red of a closed door. The red of a stopped heart.
Across the street, a red lamp in a window. An old man listens to the secrets in the air.
He knows the red of betrayal, the flush of shame. Now, wanting nothing.
This is the red of a thread, thin and unseen. It connects a falling book to a worried hand.
A red judicial robe fading in a dark closet. People have a right to their secrets.
A red neon sign buzzes over an empty café. Another story that you don’t know.
A flare sent up from one lonely island to another. The red of a ferry’s light, cutting through the fog.
No longer a stop, but a start.
The red of a common pulse, beating in the chest. The red of a door, finally opening.
Who are you and what else do you know?
This fraternity is final.
Shared with dVerse MTB – colour and I was immediately reminded of the Three Colours Trilogy. It’s been a long time since I watched these movies and this poem did make use of AI to remind me of the details of the stories, from which I started pulling out and reworking various phrases and ideas. I’m not completely sold on my own formatting above and thought the French flag idea would be fun but this particular image is a little garish. I’ll try and come back to this a little later.
14th Oct 2025 – I have since watched all three movies again and revised this poem and flag image. I recommend these movies very highly. They’ve also got me back into watching the longer form, which is good because I have hundreds of unwatched movies at home! 24th Oct 2025 – Shared with dVerse OLN since this poem has been rewritten.
A fun little ditty about something that was pointed out to me by Bronwyn (an Australian) back in the 90s, that the English dress very dully in greys and browns.
This came to mind when reading this little factoid today: When astronomers combined the light of billions of galaxies, they found the average colour of the universe to be a warm beige, whimsically dubbed “Cosmic Latte.”
Looking back on my life, as this blog keeps reminding me (am I punishing myself?), has shown me that we are not what we were and makes me wonder if we ever are who we are! This write was inspired by the line ‘merely witnessing time’ in the poem ‘unwound’ by Ken Gierke.
Was that me, the champion of the lunchtime, school-yard football team?
My Joseph and Becky’s Mary; And was that me, besotted with her sister and stealing her pyjamas?
A shy and nervous singer, in front of friends; marching on London to protest Cruise and to Stop The City; was that really me?
Proving myself, working and sweating hard in warehouses; eating everything in sight and never full.
Was that me?
That ran away to another country, got married, divorced and had a baby in between;
I changed nappies, boiled broccoli and lost myself there somewhere;
Was that me?
Despondent and desperate (oh yes!); drunk all the time and wandering Beijing on a whim.
Me? Married again, via Tokyo this time, revelling in an incomprehensible culture until it became impossible.
And was it even me who married a third time finally finding ‘the one’ (myself)?
Remembering the beginning like it might never have happened.
Was it me or a TV show, a fever dream? I am the only witness, but my memory is uncertain that I was even there.
Please gather together, all my ghosts, and let’s go over this again.