The little girl stares at my dress
Telling me about my pretty hair
Wide-eyed at the new world
The little girl is just me, sitting there
She holds my heart in her hands
As we both are looking up above
Wondering what all the futures hold
For the mystical creatures we will love
Today I’m feeling:
Exhausted still and a little uninspired. Bruno and Nut will come for a Christmas dinner later, hopefully I perk up a little before that. I’ve not been sleeping that well due to sore shoulders, maybe from lying down too much!
Today I’m grateful for:
All the work Amy did throughout the day to prepare a great meal for dinner this evening.
The best thing about today was:
Finding Tigger curled up in a plant pot, which still had soil in it. He was grumpy because yesterday I shampooed his head again and this morning I sprayed on some medicine to help clean up his wounds. He almost always takes himself off to get himself dirty again after I try to clean him up.
At the same time, Cap had somehow managed to open the door to the spare room and was curled up happily on the bed. Hopefully he hasn’t peed on it.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
Amy got upset at me in front of Bruno and Nut when I said I didn’t want any mussels yet as I was filling up on everything else. She took it as an affront to her cooking skills but that was not my intention.
There was nothing much I could do except sit there and take her sour words towards me which miffed me a bit as I was enjoying everything otherwise. I feel like she chose to take my words the wrong way and make something out of nothing. That’s not something I can control.
Eventually she lightened up again but still threw barbs every now and then. I’ll not get bothered by it as it happens occasionally and usually when Amy is drinking happily and suddenly something I say or do sets it off. I can’t predict it at all.
Since I don’t drink much anymore it’s just something I need to try and be more aware of in the future. My default is to be silent but that is not really a good ongoing strategy for communication between us.
Something I learned today?
New clothes are being developed that can regulate temperatures powered by flexible solar panels built into the fabric.
Review your acts, and then for vile deeds chide yourself, for good be glad. — Discourses 3.10
I bought some cheap drawing pads for Baipad today but rather than just giving them to her, contacted her friends Jan and Apple, and will give them the books, asking to add a Christmas message and once they’ve done that, to gift them to Baipad.
I helped Amy in the garden when requested and kept out of her way in the kitchen whilst she prepared food for our meal this evening.
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