You can’t keep your dreams under a mattress
Where they’ll be surely forgotten and flat
They have value worthy of investment
There’s really nothing better than that
First line appropriated and the rest inspired by a thought from David Elikwu’s newsletter
Today I’m feeling:
I woke up tired but was able to easily plough through my abs workout because I had things on my mind. I feel a little in and out of depression too but it’s very vague and dissipates quickly. I think some days I wonder if what I’m doing is actually worthwhile. It happens.
Today I’m grateful for:
Nancy and Aob at TLC for helping me get my visa sorted out since I forgot to get the re-entry permit last October! Despite the hard time they give me and the amount of money they make off me I still appreciate what they’ve done to help fix this.
The best thing about today was:
Getting another year’s stay in Thailand with my new visa. Though whilst I was sitting there watching the officer stamp and shuffle papers I started to brood on the fact of how much longer am I going to go through this annoying process. Tomorrow I’ll probably forget about all this until next November when I’ll have to start preparing for the next application again.
What was out of your control today and how did you handle it?
I got the message that next week I have to help in the Primary school for Scout week. It probably will be pretty easy but not as preferable as doing nothing, or even as a regular workweek. Still, a change can be good.
Something I learned today?
From The Jimmy Dore Show on YouTube:
The Internet was abuzz recently after MSNBC host Joy-Ann Reid, while showing a video of Joe Biden, was caught by a “hot mic” revealing her true feelings about Biden by saying “… starting another fucking war.”
Of course, Reid would never have intentionally said anything so overtly anti-Biden on the air, so she was forced to apologize, although she only mentioned having dropped the “f word.”
Review your acts, and then for vile deeds chide yourself, for good be glad. — Discourses 3.10
As I passed Rista after class on the third floor of building six I saw that she had some rubbish to throw away. As I already had my coffee cup to take to the bin I offered to take hers too for which she gave her appreciation.
25 THINGS ABOUT LIFE I WISH I HAD KNOWN 10 YEARS AGO – 10. Pick an Industry, Not A Job. If you want to become good at something, you need to spend years and years doing that. You can’t do that if you hop from industry to industry. Pick an industry you love and start at the bottom. You will find the perfect role for you eventually.
It seems kind of incomprehensible to me that I would ever have a choice of the kind of work or job I would do. When I left school at sixteen any job was considered good and a starting point. There were also more jobs available back then too.
When I started my first long-term job it wasn’t something that I was particularly interested in (electrical wholesale) but I did enjoy the hard work when I was a storeman and did work my way up to be the buyer. I wasn’t interested in progressing any further though, which would’ve meant becoming a manager.
With the opportunity of moving to Australia, I discovered an interest in computing (beyond just playing video games) and was able to spend a year or so studying for that. Then I got in at a low level and worked my way up and sideways for the next 18 years. Once again I was not interested in (or offered) a management role.
While working an office job I knew one thing and that was that I loved coffee! After getting laid off it was a simple step to take courses learning to be a barista or bartender and I got into making coffee until injury stopped me short.
Moving to Thailand then forced me to make the decision to become a teacher because there are only a few things that a foreigner is allowed to do here for work. With each change of job or industry, I’ve always pushed myself to work hard to learn what I can about it. Teaching has really tested me but when I get it right I do love what I’m doing.
As I mentioned above though, there are times when I am unsure of myself and can’t balance the effort-to-reward ratio properly in my head.
I feel that the idea of this question is a little privileged. Many, maybe even most people, don’t have choices a lot of the time and just have to take the opportunities that they can get.